oyslyness

(p.s cover's not mine. Credit to the artist.)

Summer Hathaway is your typical eighteen year old. 

She has a perfect family, a crazy best friend.

And of course, a secret that let's her believe she doesn't deserve any good happening to her.

Well, until Jaxon Prinston arrives. 

He makes her experience things she didn't know she could experience. 

Makes her know that a secret couldn't rule or dictate her life.

That's one of the many reasons why he's her first ;)

MY FIRST

My mind went blank after she said those words. I couldn't think, I couldn't comprehend anything that came out of her mouth after.

The only words that were on repeat was 'let's break up.'

I mean I know I was wrong for keeping the truth from her, but I never thought she'd break up with me.

Then she mentioned something about using me and pitying me.

Fuck all that. Fuck it all, because I don't care. I don't want to lose her. Not her.

I watched her car as it drove away, taking a piece of me with her.

But not before shattering it into pieces.

The only time I cried, the only time I knew I felt really emotional to the extent I cried, was when I lost Nathan. He was like my other half brother. But he was taken from me. And now, I'm about to lose Summer.

I swear I felt my tears build up, and I punched a nearby wall.

It wasn't meant to be