Pain that kills

I shouldn't have been hurt, all those words should have made me feel better but the reality is much different because my heart hurts so much.

If Anthony's love for me all this time was just a fake then why did he act like that to me? Why does he always look at me like I'm the only woman he sees. Why does he always speak softly as if his heart is completely mine?

Airin walked in the rain that wet her body, she turned towards Anthony's room and stared at the room for a moment.

Like a stupid woman, I keep falling over and over again and don't know how to stop.

Why does everything feel so unfair to me?

Airin doesn't want to leave, she wants to stay in this place and make sure everything to Anthony as if everything Anthony did to her is still not enough to prove that Anthony has only been playing with her all this time but how long should she last? How long will she continue to be a selfish woman?