Why she is hugging me?

Tom's POV:

It's been a long time to sleep with my butterfly, and I feel heavenly pleasure when I sleep in my butterflies cuddle. I wrap one of my legs around her waist and pulled her close to me, and lay my head near to her heart and enjoying by listening to her heartbeat, I feel so relieved and after so many long years this is the first time my mind feel so peaceful and happy before I sleep. 

Yes, every night before I go to sleep I will definitely visualise my butterfly and think about her, she is the only thought that runs in my mind every minute, and I spend so many sleepless nights when I feel exhausted by not finding my butterfly, but I have the hope that I will find my butterfly and that hope helps me to sustain these many long years.