Prologue

No, I can't take this anymore.

What have I done to them ? To be treated like this? Is it my fault for being poor? Why? Why this society is so unfair!

I did everything I could do. Top the exam, being admitted to a prestigious university, and even granted a scholarship. But why is it still like this. What did I do this society to be bullied like this. Why?

I shouted all my deep feelings and shouted all my frustrations. But still it isn't enough to desiminate all my accumulated hatreds.

I came from a small countryside. Specially in a small family. All we had is a penny for food. Our clothes usually came from donations and some are from the government support to the poor families. Even though we didn't have enough money , I'm still lucky to be sent to school by the government scholarship. I completed my basic education and junior high school in our community school while I got my senior at our provincial school. After completing my senior year I decided to go to the capital for my university with a hope that I can change our economic status. And yes thanks to my brain I admitted in a great university in the capital. My parents even sell their piece of land for me to support my education. Who would have thought that my life would be a hell.

Yes a hell, from the first day of our term til now I wasn't treated being human instead I was like an animal in a zoo! Their laughingstock. I was bullied to the point that it became a disease.

As I retrospect , I feel my hatred to the society and to the scum people, a also felt sad to my parents for having a coward and selfish daughter.

As I walk nearer to the edge of the rooftop of the 24th floor school building I already accepted that this will be the end of my life. I can't take it anymore. As I jump, I see the crowd of those scums that I hated the most. I smile to those whose like me being treated as laughingstock of the society - I admire their courage to continue to live. As I landed on the ground I felt pain for the last time as I close my eyes and my consciousness drifted away.