Chapter 52: An Eye for an Eye

Alaric POV

As I lay in bed after Raven leaves, I alternate between wondering if I made the biggest mistake of my life and cursing her name. The fact that she could so easily walk out the door should make it less painful to watch her go.

But it doesn’t.

The pain is excruciating; I feel as though a limb has been severed. I also feel guilty about how we left things. I was angry and said things I didn’t mean, things I knew would hurt her. But I wanted to hurt her, because it hurt me that she kept such a huge secret from me. I suppose it’s my fault that I put her on a pedestal, convinced she could do no wrong.

If I’m being really honest with myself, watching her kill Victoria in such a cold way made me start thinking of what Lavinia said, about her dark magic. When she was making her speech about it, I scoffed at her words. I knew that my Raven would never turn dark, never hurt me or any other werewolves.