Chapter 15 Forgiveness

Kris

It had already been two days after I arrived at the farm that I felt peace in my heart and I miss my daughters a lot, because the last time I had come here was with them, at this moment I was in the field of flowers of the field where I loved being close to the lake when Levi came running to where I was and said:

- Dona Kris?

- What was Levi

- Have you seen the newspapers

- Don't you know that when I'm here I don't like to know the world outside,

- Yes, I know more, I think it's good for you to see the news

- Why did Levi what happened, something happened to Jack or my family

- No more lady news and your death, I heard he said that my heart froze

- What do you mean by my death?

-Look, and so he handed me the newspaper, and on the front page this picture of me and the plane,

Newspaper

Three days ago, the plane carrying Ex. Model Kristina de França Spatula fell into the sea and there were no survivors of the accident and neither the body of the model nor the pilot was found so far the model's family is in shock and her husband Jack is devastated because he blames himself for the accident she apparently was on vacation in Santa Catarina and there was a possible fight between the couple and the model decided to go to the interior of São Paulo and the plane crashed before reaching its destination. After reading what was written it made me want to laugh but I remembered my mother and how she could be at this moment said:

- Levi takes me home, so we took the phone and called my mother first and on the second ring he answered

- Hello?

-Hello who is it?

- It's me, mom, she was silent

- Mother, are you still there?

-Daughter and yourself Kristina from France Spatula?

- she spoke in screams on the phone

- Yes mom it's me

- Where are you ... and you were silent again I heard my sisters screaming for help and I started screaming Hello .... hello ... hello .... MOTHER ... then I heard my sister talking on the telephone

- Hi who?

-I'm seeing Kris...

- It can't be you died in the accident

- Calm down I'm alive I wasn't on the plane when it crashed

- If you weren't on the plane and who was there .... it was quiet again and I heard Jack

- Kristina, where are you?

- Look here I want to talk to my mother and not with you as far as I know you were kissing with another woman in the hotel room .... he was silent ... then I heard my sister again tell me

- Kristina now is not the time for you to be jealous of your husband and tell me where you were these days without news huh?

- I'm at the Atibaia farm ... I am silent again ... see I'm still going there now where are you?

- We are here in São Paulo Kris is where you are do not leave there we are going there now do not leave there, you are listening to me Kristina from France Spatula, she spoke almost screaming and hung up the phone at this moment be worried because what happened to my mother and Jack I know I was very hard on him but I hope he doesn't come with them because I don't want to see him still in front of me if it's been a minute or maybe an hour I don't know how to say it anymore I heard airplane noise on the runway and went out to see two small planes landed on the farm runway and I saw my mother Robert o Jack and my in-laws and my nephews coming down and on the other was my sisters and my brothers-in-law with each other my nephews went towards them, one on one. I came close and hugged my crying mother and told me

- Kristina never does that to an agent again as you are like this without breaking the news, I thought there would be no way to bury your body in a grave.

- Really, that's right, well you know that when I'm here, the world doesn't matter to me,

- Yes we know more let me see you my beautiful, you are more beautiful than I ever knew, but we want to know how you were not on the plane when he crashed.

-Ok let's go home ... it was at this time that I heard a clear throat of the kisses, kisses and looked at him, and reads said to me:

- Hi, we can talk... I was silent and everyone looked at me and my mother said

- Daughter forgives her husband he is suffering a lot he must not blame,

- The mother, you didn't see or hear what I heard and saw, because this guy here liked the kiss of the blond cow, he knew because I saw everything,

- My love, talk to him, I know it hurts the most, he has an explanation to give you,

- Okay, but I'm just going to hear him because you are asking me, so everyone after hugging me and seeing that I was fine went home and I stay there with the kiss, kiss, in silence for a while looking to the other right in the back of my eyes and I saw there love admiration in his eyes and the silence was broken by me,

- Well I'm here you can talk, I spoke in a cold voice, and safe because I was still very angry with him

- Well, we can go for a walk,

-Yes, we can go to the lake, and so we went and on the way he tried to take my hand but I didn't let him and I walked away from him, he was embarrassed and didn't say anything after we walked up to the logo we went to my place preferred in the white that was there under the tree, and we sat next to each other and for a minute I let my heart talk because I was missing him, at that moment he held my hands said:

- My little one I know what you heard and saw more I want you to know that I didn't kiss you I just couldn't get away from her I don't know what happened, but I want you to know that I only loved three women in my life, I widened I looked at him as he loved three women ... I was going to open my mouth to talk more, he didn't let me and said:

- These women and you and my daughters, these are the women that I love and will love for all my life and about my dreams you have already realized because we had our daughters for a short time I know more I was the happiest man in this world and I'm still Kris I love you and don't doubt said ... I love you here up there in heaven, I died these three days without you by my side you know ...

- Jack I love you, my love I want to ask for forgiveness .... he was silent after he spoke-I want to ask your forgiveness my beautiful, I was the one who made a mistake and this will not happen anymore because I will not let anyone and nothing else separate us after he said that we kissed each other with a kiss of longing for each other.