Chapter 6

My alarm had been beeping far too annoyingly in my ears . I even started dreaming about the beeping sound coming from Lizzy's mouth. It's weird how tired I am this Saturday .

I don't even feel like going to the mall with Lizzy anymore . I just want to stay indoors and ...as I looked further by my studying table . I began to see the diary , maybe I should meet up with Thomas .

I picked up my phone an began to scroll through my contacts. Started calling Lizzy and I told her we can go but we will have to come back earlier as I need to discuss something with Thomas. She sounded calm , I guess she also had plans with her boyfriend Marcus but she just couldn't cancel on me because she knows I would really get mad .

It is 12:45 and I have finished doing all my chores . When I woke up , I found that mom wasn't home she left me a note saying she went to meet up with an old friend .That simply doesn't bother me , I'm just glad she has started going out.

I simply took a warm bath and before walking out the bathroom . I heard a knock by door . Who could it be , it couldn't be Lizzy she knows we meet up at the mall . I got in my gown and walked to the door .

"Thomas!?" I said puzzled .

"What a weird way to welcome a visitor ." He said playfully .

" What are you doing here?" I asked .

"You said I can come visit on weekends, I bought pizza and some marshmallows and snacks and a drink. Hoping we could chill out and watch a movie as well . Unless you had other plans. " He gives me a concerned look.

" Oh Thomas ! That's really sweet of you but my friend and I had plans already....

before I could finish speaking he started to interrupt me .

" It's alright I understand, maybe some other time . " He walked away .

Stop him you foolish girl , stop him and spent time with him , stop him and tell him you can't stop thinking about him . Tell him , tell him that the sun and moon rise in his eyes reach out to him and whisper tender words so soft and sweet . Just tell him you love him .

"THOMAS !.." I shouted

" Yes Khloe ", he turned around .

" Thomas , I love you ."I then gasped and closed my mouth as though someone had forced me to say that.

"Do you really love me Khloe ?"

I simply nodded and before I knew it he was inside the house with our arms around each other, lips intertwined and eyes closed . His hands were all over my body , they were on my breasts, on my hurdies , on my face and on my hair . I couldn't breath anymore . I didn't even realise he had stopped . I finally understood what Beyonce meant when she said she was Drunk in love. I was high on something and I knew then why many people would die to feel like this .

"Are you okay ?"he asked

I just simply nodded again . Gosh what is wrong with me .

"I better get into clothes , you knocked while I was at the bathroom ." I walk towards my bedroom and he followed me.

Instead of me looking for clothes to wear , I stood frozen . This is the first time a boy is in my room . A hot guy even worse . I don't know where I'll begin when I tell Lizzy about this . OMG Lizzy I have to text her and tell her this is a rain check . I can't miss this moment. I really wish I knew what was going on in my mind right now, I mean I've never acted this reckless before, I'm not even sure if I love him or it's just that I have this whole crazy idea that we could be the 20th century Bonnie and Clyde . Either way whatever happens today I hope I'm not going to regret it later on .

I grabbed my phone and start texting Lizzy apologizing that I am not going to make it . While texting Thomas came by my neck and began kissing it . The feeling his lips brought to my body made me feel , totally muscle paralysed. Weird part is I just don't know what to do. Lord have mercy !

"Do you think we moving too fast ?" He asked. (Tell him yes .. I mean Khloe look at you right now , you're acting like an absolute harlot . I mean he could be testing you to see if you're a loose woman or not . Oh no or even worse he could leave you after the deed .Man are the same Khloe . Be a lady and say Yes..)

"No why ?" I asked back .Ignoring my curious consciousness .

" I mean I could be a serial killer or a rapist , do you trust me?"

"Ofcourse I trust you , listen I don't care what happens right now.(Oh please talking about trusting him . When you actually know you fear that he could turn out to be spiteful and rude and heartless as he seems in your dreams .) But I need you to know this as much as this moment is special , I'm glad that I have to share it with you . "

Truth be told I don't really want to do this .

"Wow , Khloe I'm really speechless . I really appreciate that you trust me that much but sweetie could we wait . Please don't take this the wrong way . You're the most attractive , good looking young lady I've ever known but I can't take advantage of you. Like you said this is quite special to you and want it to be exactly that special we still have alot of time to spend together getting to know each other we shouldn't be thinking about amorous congress..."He then took the marshmallow packet and started offering me some .

What a weirdo... Who still calls sexual intercourse amorous congress I thought . But somewhat that was sweet what he said . Now I know he isn't really after my innocence but really wants us to get to know each other and learn to love one another without any other thing being the reason of our communion.

"Thanks. Let me go get us some cups for drinks ." I stand from my bed and fixed my gown.

I didn't even realise he followed me to the dining room he placed the drink and the pizza and the marshmallows on the dinner table .

"Khloe are you alright ?" He asked curiously. It's as though he realised his rejection kinda brought pain and confusion and joy at the same time .

"I'm alright ." I just simply said sitting next to him , offering him cups so he could pour us some drink . "I'm just thinking of how I could eat more slices of pizza than you , without you realising . " I say frolicly.

"Oh yeah ... Tell me you're joking. "He says with a mischevious smirk .

" Watch me !" I take the entire box and run outside with it and he comes running behind me . I hide behind the tree and start eating up all the slices . I didn't think I was that hungry guess the earlier act had led me into being this hungry .

"I don't believe what I'm seeing . Khloe Wilson ! You ate the entire pizza in a split of seconds without even thinking twice . I don't know if I should say I find this type of behaviour scary or simply as a bluff. No way ..." he just simply stood next to me , staring at the empty pizza box startled.

"Cravings sorry..." I faced the floor in shame , not knowing if wether to run away to end of the world . Somehow I knew I wished he hadn't seen me . I really don't know how I got into eating the entire pizza by myself . "I'm really sorry . "

" I'm just messing with you but you could have atleast saved one slice for me ." He said while helping me stand from the ground.

" I'm really sorry . I promise I'll make it up to you. " I say ruefully

" Indeed you have to. You owe me big time . " Something in how he said those words made me rather aroused than regretful of my act. Oh Thomas , why are holding back when you could just have me now.

We walked in the house hand in hand and I told him . I had to go clothe up . He simply gave me a nod and sat by the couch . I took out my butterfly printed long sleeved shirt and some torn jean . Fixed my bed and accompanied Thomas home . On our way to his home I asked him about his last relationship as I was curious , how could someone like him be single .

He told me , the ex girlfriend moved away after her parents passed away in a tragic accident 3 years ago. Eventually she didnt leave exactly the same time but Thomas realised she wasn't well emotionally and somehow suggested to her that space could do her good . That's when she left to Queenstown to live with her Aunt ...

I could sense in his voice that he still loved her . Now it made sense why he rejected me somehow he was drawn and connected to this girl , she probably was her first and who do I think I am thinking I could break such a bond.

"Here we are .." He said directing me to huge mansion not so far from us .

"Atleast I left you halfway too . I better go. " I turned around only to find that Thomas was holding on my hand .

"No please don't go . I would like to show you around. I mean a few hours ago , you showed me around your place too ." He said with a smirk . Oh so now he is messing with me huh . I'm not a harlot . I was just simply excited by the fact that he was in my room while I was naked .

" So ma'am, care to join me ." He held out his left hand like a gentleman would.

I placed mine on his and we walked like two couples who had just been invited to a banquet. Laughing in a nobel way.

"Yes sir..." I said shyly looking away from his face .

"You have a beautiful smile my lady. "

"Not as charming as yours Mr Trabant."