"Patience is a virtue, I ain't tryna hurt you,
I need you to read between the lines,
Calling me out and it's unfair (so unfair),
Told you I don't wanna go there..." - Talk About Love by Zara Larsson ft. Young Thug.
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Carter,
Enzo,
Athena,
Symphony,
Angelo,
My Mother,
One after the other came and went from my mind and dreams. Like a cycle if I must say. I could not eat, I could not sleep, neither could I think of anything else. It was draining and even my mother of all people frowned when her eyes met mine this morning as I sat at that dining table. I looked like a body that was functioning without it's soul. After staring at the moon and how it glided all the way to its throne in the night sky, I opened the my bedroom window to let in some fresh air. I needed it.