Love At Second Sight

I remember that we met only twice.

The first time I met you,

It was just a small glance at you.

The second time I met you,

It was just a small encounter with you.

You were fourteen when I first saw you.

Just another student taking your exams.

When did I start to find you so charming?

It was originally nature that I drew.

But you were lying amidst the grassland.

You broke into my painting.

You broke into my mind.

And you broke into my heart.

When did I start to hear my thumping heart for you?

When the sunshine fell on the vast field.

And a smile fell on your face.

Did you hear my heart when you smiled at me?

Who expected you to steal my heart with just a smile?

Who expected you to make my mind full of you with just a few sentences from you?

Who expected you to make me so anxious just by not finding you?

I saw you once but did not feel for you.

I saw you twice but fell for you.

Is this the legendary love at second sight?

I want to know you.

But do you remember me?

When did I start to find myself expecting for more?

Instagram finally led me to you after so long.

The late night texting.

And the long lasting smiles.

We simply grew so close.

Will I be able to meet you once more?

Will I be able to look at you once more?

And I really was able to.

But you still don't look at me the way I look at you.

You still don't come to me the way I go to you.

You still don't feel the same way I feel for you.

Will it remain a one sided love forever?

~To all the one sided love kept just in the heart.

~"Is this my addiction? If not, then what is it if not love?"