Author's Note

I just want to take a moment to just be real with you all. Ive tried writing this story again but i cant look at it without hating it. My writing style and what i deem good writing has changed so much since i started writing this. My life itself has changed a lot since i started writing this. I started transitioning and I'm going to college in the fall.

I like the concept of this story, but the only way i could ever see this continuing is with a full rewrite. Its something I'm heavlily considering, but there will be some big changes if i do it.

So now I have a question for the audience. If i choose to rewrite this, should i restart on this story, or call it quits on this and create a new story in the same premise?

I want to make it clear that abandoning this work so long has put a toll on my mind, because abandoning my work is the last thing i ever want to do. But at the same time i cant keep writing something i hate.

You all are the coolest mother fuckers on the platform. When i started this I figured id get a few viewers and id be happy with that, but i come back to webnovel under a different account to read some stories and i see this has hit 170k views. You fuckers are amazing and I've been a horrible writer that doesnt deserve what you all have given me.

Honestly i dont want to make any comitments. Like i said i have college in the spring and i will have to be working part time as well to pay for gas. Surprisingly, It seems i can apply for a contract for webnovel, but i think if i do that it may cost my readers to read anything i publish and i just dont know if i could do that.

I write for myself, and for my readers to enjoy it. And while i cant say I've done that well, i can say that making my readers have to pay is just not something i want to do.

I fucking love you guys, and if i get the time and effort to come back to this, I will rewrite it much better than the stupid cliche original. Writing the story with the proper care and love that both it and the readers deserve.

I hope you all are doing well, stay safe,

-Mortem