▫ Hidden Desires (1) ▫

She let her backrest in the wall before she digs her right-hand fingers into her chest—sweating. 

"Fool!" Her other side went banging on the mirrored wall and screamed the word repeatedly. "What are you going to do?" 

"Nothing that would make you stop," She tried to smile with sarcasm at her difference of opinion. "Give me a few moments." Unable to see her opposite side because of the dark environment, she knew it was looking at her with a scowl. The opposite side was pacing left to right, meanwhile, she was focused on seeing her chest bleed until she could grab a hold of her heart.

"I do want to learn but not this kind of thing." She faced the wall by moving her head to face the right side. 

"Remember how the beings called you weak. That term won't disappear until forever if you stay like this," Spat out the words. 

"Look, I don't want to see a nobody being so pitiful," Ciana murmured low so only she could hear. But it backfires on her.