I feel

I feel like I can't believe what I'm hearing right now, Jo is calling my name and it means that what's in his subconscious right now is me. This heart feels absurdly happy, it turns out that even though he is unconsciously he can still remember me, that's a sign that Jo really gave his heart just for me.

 "Jo, I'm here honey... wake up Jo.... your body smells too good, if you stay like this for a long time I want to throw up, wake up Jo.... let's get up.... "

 I put my lips close to Jo's ear and said softly to him then my hand gently rubbed his head so he could wake up and become aware, I was a little surprised at my current body, because I'm not sick at all being near Jo at this time , maybe because of my panic and worry until I forget that if I'm close to Jo I can vomit and hate him so much, but right now I don't feel that at all, my feelings now just want to ask Jo Who is his first wife and asked what she really wanted from me , so she could make Jo like this .