The next morning the doctor Walks in no mask on this time and I could see his black rotten teeth behind his manic smile. I was huddled the corner as far away from the entrance as I could possibly be I was stripped naked, broken and bloody from a night of abuse from the German soldiers. I was no longer restrained there was know point as the night before I kept trying to escape as a consequence one soldier shattered my ankle with a hammer another broke my leg resigned to the fact that I couldn't run away from the abues or their fun I tried to fight I punched at them and tried to dig out there eye's but it was all futile my right arm ended up broken and dislocated after which I was passed around like a rag doll, my cries and screams just caused them to laugh and degrade me further, totem I was no longer a girl or woman I was low than an animal. Just something to toy with and discard. I couldn't live like this, I couldn't live with being raped, being beaten, having my bone's broken. I needed this to stop but I won't tell him what he wants to know I will not experience this and allow him win, I had to push him so that he would lose control, push him into a blinding rage so he kill's me