Conflicted

Will retracts his new fangs rather quickly. I'm shocked. I remember my first feed after the change, I couldn't stop. I stare up into his eyes. They are switching between blue and grey in a hypnotising swirl. His hand touches my face. His fingers gently sliding down my cheek to my jaw. He is looking at me with an undeciferable emotion. His hand slides to the back of my neck. His face lowers to mine. His breath almost panting. His lips gently graze mine.

I capture his lips, enjoying the gentleness. The kiss deepening as his tongue enters my mouth. Sliding against mine. The kiss becomes strong. He nips and licks my lips. I feel myself moisten with the motion.

His hand grips my hair, lifting me up. I push him back against the wall as our bodies create the most intoxicating heat between us. Tingling at the feeling of his bare chest under my hands. He fights back , Switching our position. I'm trapped between his gorgeous body and the flat cold surface of the wall.

His hands roam down my body, teasingly slow. They land on my backside and knead at it. He wraps my legs around his torso. I feel his cock harden bellow me. Demanding attention. I force my body forward. Removing myself from the wall but still wrapped around him. Not breaking the kiss.

My door opens. whoever it was on the otherside, didn't get the chances to enter. I slam him against it. He breaks away from the kiss to give me a smirk. His hands still firmly gripping my ass.

He walks over to a dresser and puts me down, kissing and biting my neck. His hands crawl up from my hips to the scooped neckline of my buttoned up dress. He pulls it apart at the bust. Buttons fly everywhere. The lace of my red bra feels like a cage. He rips it clean off. Unleashing them, enveloping them in his mouth.

His tongue swirls and swipes around my hard nipple, causing me to gasp. He kisses his way up my breast bone, before taking my bottom lip between his teeth. His hand pulls back the flimsy lace separating his hard dick from my soaked pussy. I feel the head of it glide up and down between my slit teasingly. He groans as if the contact pains him. He grabs my hips and swiftly enters me.

The force almost has me cumming. My back arches and my chest is flush against his. He continues his onslaught of hard thrusts. Ornaments and whatever else on the dresser by me shake and fall off. His head dips between my face and shoulder. His fangs pierce through me. He moans as he pulls my blood. Still buried deep within me. I follow suit wanting to taste him. There we are fucking and drinking each other. My dress hanging off of my hips.

We both withdraw our fangs at the same time. His eyes are swirling different colours again. He throws his head back and a husky moan escapes him. I feel my walls tighten around him sucking his dick in, keeping it from leaving as I cum. He shudders and cums with me. Our lips lock and our hips still rock, slowly. My pussy milking his dick for everything it has.

He rests his forehead on mine. Breathing heavily. I look up to his eyes through my thick lashes. "That was.." He trys to control his breaths "I felt everything you felt, I felt your orgasm and it ended me" He laughs his voice hoarse. "I'm glad you got to experience it" I respond. He kisses my forehead and removes himself from me. The air hits my bare torso. I'm brought back to reality.

"You were able to stop feeding" I state confused, why I couldn't? Will shrugs and takes me in his arms. "I think when you first fed from me, you claimed me as a mate. Since then I can't keep away from you." That's definitely not what I wanted to hear.

"No, no, no that's not happening" I say walking to the bathroom. "Why what would be so wrong with it? Think of what we just did. How amazing and right it felt." It did feel amazing but it didn't feel like anything else other than fucking to me. So how could I have claimed him?

"It was amazing, but I don't feel the same about you, as you do me. So I can't understand why I'd 'claim' you" Will takes my face in his hands. He is pleading with his eyes. "Well your beast did and I'm not letting you go" I step back. "You talk as if this beast is a different entity" I shake my head.

"It is in a way but very much a part of you. I can feel it within you, because it clai...." I put my hand over his mouth to stop the words coming out. When I'm satisfied he isn't going to finish. I remove my hand. "CLAIMED ME!" He quickly shouts out. Looking triumphant.

"Can you not hear your beast. Feel what it feels? Have you not connected to it?" What he is saying sounds so foreign to me but if he can sense it more than what I can. I have to try. I just feel a sort of strong presence kind of but it feels like its still just me.

I close my eyes and focus on this so called beast. A few moments pass and to my surprise, I feel it. It is like a separate entity but also not. I feel what it's feeling. It is very happy and attached to the man before me. Fuck!

I figure that if I connect with the beast half, I can connect to the vampire side. I focus on that half of me and it's strange. Just like the beast it feels like a separate being but not. It feels repulsed by the man in front of me. It longs for another... Thorne.

Isn't this fantastic! My beast wants Will and my vamp wants Thorne. Thorne the man I loathe and Will the man I'm indifferent to. Both dominant. One caring, One not. Both of them excite and thrill me. One of them scares me and the other doesn't. I'm drawn to both of them. One bad, One good-ish.

"How do I unclaim?" I ask Will. Hurt flashes in his eyes. "You can't unless I die or my beast wants another" I want one of them dead. Will, not so much. He hasn't given me reason to kill him. This mate shit, could be as good a reason as any.

I laugh to myself at my thoughts but the laugh came out loud. "Whats so funny?" he laughs at the sound of mine. "I was just thinking about killing you" I breath out between my chuckles. He is no longer laughing "WHAT!" His reaction makes me laugh harder. "Oh don't worry, I don't know how to kill our kind yet" He shakes his head "Your beast won't allow it and I won't allow you to deny me, what's mine. I adore you"

I'm practically on the floor at this point. The laughter hasn't stopped. "You don't even know my name!" I exclaim, continuing to laugh. "Well tell me your name so I can call it out next time" He asks playful smirk on his lips and winks at me. "My name is Ro.." I start but my laughter stops.

It never occurred to me before. I've only ever been addressed as Queen, Majesty, your Grace, Mistress and the name he gave me. Rose. I don't actually know what my name was before. "Ro?" He questions cocking an eyebrow. "My name isn't important. You can address me officially, like everyone else".

I took a shower after Will left. He was not impressed at my proposal of professionalism between us. Now I've connected to both parts of me. My thoughts feel as though three people are arguing inside my head. I dress myself and head downstairs to find the boys. I should lift their feeding ban. I enter the common area. The boys are there playing a video game, nudging one another and cursing every 2 seconds.

"Boys" I address them and they put the controllers down. Well Dante did, Arlo had to be slapped across the head to bring his attention to me. "I've discovered it may be possible for you to feed from a live source. So.." I didn't get the chance to finish. They bound off the couch and try to rush past me. I grab them by the back of the collars in each hand, before they can pass the door behind me.

"I want you to feed from me, to be sure" The both step back and look at me "Majesty, we couldn't" Dante says softly. Arlo nods. "I know you've never had the pleasure but I will allow it as a one off" I explain playfully. "Come" I say leading them to the office. Don't want the wolves to get their hackles up about it.

I lean against the desk and move my hair to fall down my back. I roll my sleeves up. Don't know where they'd prefer to feed. Arlo and Dante awkwardly approach. Hesitant but their fangs are dying for impact. Judging by how quickly they extend. I nod to them and smile. Arlo stands in front of me and lowers his head to my neck. Dante leans beside me on the desk and holds my wrist to his mouth.

In perfect synchronisation, the boys baser instincts take over. Plunging their fangs into me. It felt incredible. I moan at the feeling. Arlo grips my side as he drinks, and Dante's hold on my wrist tightens. My poor boys, must have been desperate to sink their fangs into skin.

When Arlo withdraws, His lips capture mine. Tasting my own blood on his lips shocks me at first. He's quite the kisser, so I go along with it. Dante is kissing up my arm. It didn't go unnoticed when Arlo's hands went from my side, and cupped my boob.

A few minutes later Dante and Arlo pull away. Shocked. Arlo puts his hand over his mouth but the other stays on my breast. "Queenie, I'm so sorry" Arlo panics and Dante apologises too.

"It's ok boys, it happens" I laugh then look down to Arlo's hand still grasping my breast. He notices and pulls his hand back as if burned. "Queenie that's thing you do with your tongue though" Arlo says then makes a tiger growl. "Eiffle tower?" Arlo says to his brother. You know what Dante does next.