WHEN DID IT ALL WENT WRONG ! (Arya's backstory)

I was born in a poor family and never got what I wanted. when I was just born, my mother passed away and then people started calling me a curse who eat her own mother albut still I had my loving father and an older brother named Thomas. I thought everything will be fine as long as they are with me but unfortunately 'luck' named thing never existed in my life. when I was 5 my father lost his job & my father's relationship with brother was not that good so he use to hit him. I understand my father's emotion towards him cause brother started smuggling & robbering. My brother started getting mad at me cause he use to feel that father only treat me right.

7 years based by like this. a whole living hell. I was 12, I returned my home after school. It was all silent. there were police cars and ambulance infront of my home.

I asked the officer what happened, and he replied '' the son killed his father in an argument, none of your business kid. go home."

I didn't knew what should I do. water flowing from my eyes. why ? I didn't knew. maybe because I loved my father & brother or maybe because I had nowhere to go. I thought maybe it was all because of me if I wouldn't have born & mother had survived then every thing would have been different, I questioned myself where did it all went wrong ?. I saw my brother in handcuffs. there was not even an inch of regret on his face, all I saw was satisfaction on his face. he looked at me with a creepy smile. I couldn't took out a meaning of that smile, it was all useless. I was shifted to the shine like sun orphanage. there I even tried talking my life, suicide. I was depressed, it all felt like I had no meaning of this useless life. then after a lot of theorpy sessions I was living my normal life as an orphan, but still I was empty from inside. my heart was broken and was filled with regrets. I turned 18 and was released from orphan and got in high school. what I desire was just some words of encouragement and affection which I got from Harry, my best friend. he made me realise that how much important loving yourself is and told me that it was not my fault, the only words I needed all these years.

after that everything became normal. i got into the same University as harry an met Jennifer, and soon Jennifer became my bff . we were committed to become an doctor and help those in needs, but who thought it would become that difficult to become an doctor. but because of harry I didn't lose hope. I shifted at an old apartment with Jennifer and started doing partime jobs. then it all happened, my life turned into a living hell again. again I asked myself ' WHEN DID IT ALL WENT WRONG ! '.