Let me jump in the water

Aaron's POV: 

"Aaron… Stop making this hard for me. I already told you that I don't love you."

"But you do love me. Or else why did you spend these many years together with me?" 

"It was lust," she shouted. " All I felt for you was just lust. I never gave up my heart to you, nor am I planning to do it in the future."

I was marveled at how she was able to break my heart just with her words. "Then what about me, Lilin? For the past few years, I did nothing except care for you. Now, if you tell me to leave, then what am I supposed to do?"

She turned red again. I didn't know how to console her. This is my fault! I should not have said something that would provoke her anger.