The Dawn is Dangerous

Celestia's POV: 

Only after my thirst was quenched did I realize the seriousness of my action. This is like my worst nightmare has come true. What have I done? 

I faced my people with much difficulty hoping that they would understand my situation somehow—but they were all staring at me as if I was a Shadow creature. I can't blame them either! 

I recalled one more time what I had done earlier. Not only did I kiss a man in the Chapel of the Sun God, but also I drank a creature's blood in front of everyone.

I made this sacred place unholy with my immoral act. Holy Aiden would never forgive me for this! Not just him, the Highlanders would never forget this forever. 

This is exactly why I didn't want to become a princess. I know that I don't have what it takes to be a ruler. I have no self-control over my desires and blood lust.