Declaring feelings

After that night with him I felt very happy, it had been a night with many things between the jealousy of that girl until the insistent messages from Marco ...

I did not want this that began as a beautiful friendship to end due to misunderstandings and I had to face reality ...

I knew it was not a good idea to talk to him ... but something deep inside me asked me to do it ... I had to clarify things with him ... so when I entered my house I went straight to my room ... And I sent him a message

11:30 pm: Hi, I know it's late ... but I just got here ...

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11:31 Hello .. don't worry I was awake waiting for your message ... well I don't know how to start ... and maybe my question bothers you or makes you uncomfortable ... but I want to know ... it's something that has me with a lot intrigue .. I want you to tell me if you feel something for me or for Sergio if so I promise you that I will not bother you with this issue again ...

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His message took me by surprise but I had to respond even though I didn't even know what I felt ...

11:35 ... well I must be honest with you and with myself ... first of all I clarify that I do not go out with Sergio, we are just friends and I will not deny that I feel very comfortable by his side ... and regarding your question I do not even know what I feel myself these days ... with Sergio I feel a connection because I have spent a lot of time with him ... and with you they are just messing around ... it is the only thing you have done with me .... You have taken the trouble to take this seriously ... if you say that you are interested ... unlike Sergio from the beginning, he was clear with me ..., he told me of his intentions and he told me that he is not in a hurry ... he will give me My time

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11:45 I know that I have given you that impression ... I have not been serious or direct enough ... but I want you to understand that if I have not done it, it is because I doubt ... I doubt in the sense that you are much more young than me ... you can practically be my daughter ... and that kills me inside ... it kills me to know that perhaps the age difference is what separates us ... your parents may not oppose Sergio anymore that he is as young as me, he has not been too long for you and I have ... but I really can't stop thinking about you ... you've got into my heart like no one else ...

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12:10 am: I don't know what to say ... you leave me speechless ... you are absolutely right, we have been together for many years ... it is evident ... but I have always believed that there is no age for love ... however I repeat with you, I have not spent time as with Sergio ... and with that I do not mean that I am in love with him ... I only say that love is built with time and coexistence ... I do not deny that being in your presence makes me nervous ... and I can't tell you that I feel something else ...

if they both kept talking ... marco said everything he felt, everything that this girl or rather girl made him feel ... jealousy for going out with his brother sergio ... and the attention he would like to give him and so on Without realizing it, they both knew more about the other and they both agreed to meet the following weekend to talk better in person ... and maybe have their first date to show him that he was as interested or more than his brother Sergio ...

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I knew that this could not be more stormy for me ... on the one hand Sergio who behaved like a true gentleman and showed me with every detail that he was willing to fight for me to love him ... and on the other Marco ... too He wanted to show me how much he cares about me or rather how much he likes me .... this is so confusing that I don't know what it is ... for the moment I will hear what he has to say although I think everything already told me everything ... and If I know they would think ... "he is too big for you ... he could be your father" and in that I agree ... but who chooses who to love? Nobody nobody can choose that his heart loves ... and who knows what my destiny holds for me ... who says what the heart should love and what not ...

I can't know what will happen, the only thing I can do is listen and decide whether to give myself the opportunity to meet him as with Sergio ... although this terrifies me of hurting Sergio and I don't want to, because he has behaved with me better than anyone ..he has supported me so much and even better than anyone ...

The day came when we agreed to see each other, I was nervous because I didn't know what was going to happen ... I was already a bit late, I even thought he wouldn't come ... until I saw him arrive ...

-Hi ... sorry I'm a little late the traffic is very heavy ...

-Of course ... I understand I thought you would not come, and he was about to leave ...

-How do you think I wouldn't come and miss the opportunity to talk to you without someone interrupting us? Of course not....

-Good -I smiled a little- well then do you want to order something?

-Yes of course ..- I raised my hand to call the waiter-

: -Say gentleman, do you want to order something for his companion and you?

-Of course she could bring a bottle of wine and she brings me a medium-sized steak and she doesn't know what she wants to order ..- I said looking at her with a smile

-Aamm good aa ..- a little doubtful look at the menu- well you can bring me a salad just thank you ...- I said without further ado because I did not have much appetite

: -Well gentleman and lady in a moment prepare your order

The waiter walked away and did not take long to bring the wine, pouring it in two glasses and putting the bottle aside ... he left leaving us alone.

-Drink a little this is an exquisite wine ..- I said taking my glass and drinking a little of it- You know I choose this place because it is quiet, discreet and it is good to have a conversation

-Yes of course-I said taking the glass .. I don't usually drink but I think I will take the opportunity to taste the wine, while I drink a little I listen to what he says about the place and I nod-If you see that it is a very pleasant place and above all sophisticated...

And well, what did you want us to talk about here?

-I took a deep breath and put my glass aside, getting a little closer to her, taking one of her hands in mine and looking into her eyes. being my daughter ... is something hard to assimilate ... it is not easy to accept it ... many times I wanted to leave this for peace to forget what I feel, but seeing you so happy with another regardless of whether or not he is my brother ... . It makes my blood boil ... it gives me courage not to be the one who is by your side ... the one who makes you laugh

Seeing him approach me and hold my hand made me feel so nervous ... but hearing everything he said was something unusual ... no one had spoken to me like that in that way ... I felt that everything he said was from the bottom of his heart ... and in a way that makes me happy ...

-Well I don't know what to say ...- I was somewhat confused- I am speechless ... I must admit that your mere presence makes me feel nervous and the contact of your hands makes me shudder ... but I can't let myself be guided by that. ... even more I do not understand what time in me ... as you said I am a little girl ... what can I offer you that someone more mature than me cannot offer ...? Someone your age, someone who knows and likes the same things as you?

-That's the problem ... a mature woman can offer the same as me ... if you're right in that, but nobody can offer me to be you ... for some reason nobody makes me feel like you ...

These statements made Maryam feel confused and happy for a strange reason ... while they kept talking, the food arrived and with it an hour of talks and laughter from both of them ...

-Valla I've never laughed so much ...- I said taking a little more wine and looking at her-

-Well and to admit that this afternoon I laughed a lot ... although I think I have to go ... it's getting dark- I said taking another drink from the glass-

-That's why don't worry, I can leave you near your house so you can go alone, what do you say? -I said while she called the waiter with the bill-

-It's okay, I accept why I don't want to go alone after having drunk enough-I smiled kindly-

After paying the bill they both left the place and got into Marco's car and this man started for his house ... the road became pleasant and they soon arrived ... he left her a few houses before his and He said goodbye to her with a kiss on the cheek to which she blushed and smiling she went home, when she entered she realized that there was no one there and entered her room where she found a note from her mother.

"Daughter, we go out to dinner, your father and I, if you are hungry in the refrigerator, leave some food, kisses your mother."

She smiled to herself ... and she lay back on the bed where she fell fast asleep ...