CHAPTER 17

EMA

Frerdi and I, would be going to Mum’s today and I am a little nervous which I do not know why since its just the house I grew up in...well not all my life since we moved but at least most of my adult life till now so there is not a need to be anxious but I am and I can't help it.

I have not told Ferdi about the visit to FS Fashion and worse off, I don’t know how to brush the subject and not look like...I don’t know but not telling him I was going and I would have to tell him about the encounter I had with James which is a no telling for now cause I am a little confused.

I have not even had the courage to open the file I collected from Dad’s safe yet, I’m just scared of what I will find in it and maybe there is really not much in, that will help but I still feel apprehensive about it. I think I will just let Ferdi open it once we check the house first and see what we find in Dad’s home office then I can bring up the documents I collected.