Chapter 8

Izuki's POV

I looked at him the sun is setting and we are still here in my office, people are going home now. I'm sitting in my desk and he's in front of me sitting too.

"Alright let's talk about this," because I can't ignore this, to be honest I have never been bothered like this in my life. Whatever I do I always kinda think of him always, am I worried? Do I care? "First of all, I'm your teacher, why me? It's just doesn't make sense to me Ken."

I watched him furrowed his eyebrows and stared at me intently, there he goes again he is making me uncomfortable, I don't like that he has this effect in me.

"Because I like sensei, I told you many times now." He said to me.

"Yeah-- but why?" I ask because I am still confused.

"I like you and I will go after you and I won't stop until your mine!" He said firmly. I gulped. I was taken aback.

How can someone like him like me that much it's not possible I'm just a very regular guy! To be honest if he forced me I wouldn't be able to do much to fight I'd probably just die. He is a very influential and powerful person I'm shocked he is even asking me when in reality he can just literally do whatever he wants. And him being careful around me and asking me for permission, I appreciate that and I did owe him my life, he's my savior. I smiled at him.

"Listen to me Ken, you are powerful young man, you have a very bright future ahead of you. Maybe you should take time to think what you really want in---"

"Don't treat me like a kid!" I was shocked when he suddenly stood up. "I'm sorry... I-- I didn't mean to snapped at you." He suddenly bowed his head like he had done something terrible at me. I watched him with amused face. Did he just sttuter?

"I know you're not a kid, but I'm your teacher, we are suppose to guide our students for their future, and you're a..." I hesitated. I don't know if I should be saying these things to him.

"I'm a what sensei?" He asked me.

"You're a Yamamoto. You can't like someone like me. I'm--- I'm no one.. I can't-- I won't be able to know what to do.. I'm just an--"

He suddebly came to me and grabbed me and looked at me intently. And I suddenly felt his lips in mine. He kissed me. He is kissing me. It was forceful at first but he became gentle, he tastes like mints, I was antoxicated by his smell and closed my eyes. My knees suddenly got weak so my hands was on his neck for support. I tried to push him but nothing happened. He continued to kiss me passionately like he has been holding himself for a long time and finally released it on me.

"Hmm." I tried to push him because I was running out of breath. "Ha!" Thankfully he let go of me. My mind was blank, I feel lightheaded, am I floating? I'm not drunk. I looked at him and couldn't find words to say to him. What is this I'm feeling towards him. Do I like him too?

"Don't ever treat me like my feelings for you are not valid and that you're below me because I'm a Yamamoto, I will never accept that kind of reason sensei." He said while still looking at me like he wants to devour me again. I just stared back in his eyes.

I'm doomed.

How? How will I protect myself from this man?

I can literally feel myself smiling pitily on myself, you're a fool, I said to myself. There is no talking your way out of this, you can't ignore him forever, there is definitely no running away from him. I was his from the beginning, there was no escaping it, there is no way I would be able to resist in every way, unless of course I die which is not happening I have fought to survive until now.

"Just give us a chance, for me, I want to prove myself to you." He added. He tried to hold my hand but I pulled myself like I have been electricuted by him. What happened? What is this I'm feeling. I looked at him in the eyes, I have so may questions.

"I.. I.. I will give us a thought tonight, can you give me a few days to think about this? This is all very new and shocking to me. I'll come to you when I have answers I promise." I said in a low tone of voice. Almost a whisper.

If he can make me feel this way.. I have never felt so alive.

I saw him smile, and again I was just mesmerized. He suddenly hugged me. I don't know but I smiled too. I can feel his hapiness.

"Thank you. I will definitely wait for your answer sensei. No matter how long it takes."

I was honestly shocked to hear that, I looked at him, he's still smiling, this guy is dangerous, I heard a voice in my head, but I wasn't in the slightest scared or even intimidated by it. I felt safe even. Am I being hypnotized? I think not. I honestly didn't think I could feel like this with a man that have confessed to me last week. There's something about him that make me wants to go through it all, endure everything for him.

He is dangerous.

I should probably get away from here before it's too late. Before I find myself gone deeper in this situation. Is it too late now?

I just smiled to myself. I realized something in me. I felt like I have known him for the longest time. I felt like I have always known him. I don't know.