CHAPTER 17

I love him.

I fucking love him.

Not just any love. I love him like a husband loving a husband. Yes, not even like boyfriends.

I did not want to have fun with him. I did not care about dates. I did not want silly kisses and gifts. I did not want cute cards or teddy bears. I would wait for him until he came to me. I would give anything I was made up of. Every cell of my body waiting for him to be back.

A husband’s love to his husband. Unnerving, frightening, possessive and obsessive.

His eyes while he was moving inside me, his voice while he was squeezing me till I was breathless, his groans which I muffled with my palm imprinted deep in my heart.

I missed him. I wanted him again.

Jason was staring at me. “Are you blushing?”

“What?! NO.” I forgot we were in a restaurant.

He narrowed his eyes and looked at Liz who was stuffing her face with chocolate cake.