Say has long prepared herself for the kind of pain Nick will inflict on her when he returns after a decade. All the kind of things he asked her to do, no matter how difficult it is or how much she suffered, she was able to handle it.
But the pain was different when she saw the man she loved was with someone else - loving her ...wanting her...she could've been that girl if she wasn't fool enough to make a stupid mistake when she was young. But hasn't she already paid for it by what she suffered the past few days?
How far can Nick hurt her?
The next day after, the two were doing all kinds of activities together with her as just an spectator. Watching them being so sweet like they can't keep their hands out of each other, was like having a dagger slowly piercing her heart to a thousand pieces.
Sometimes the two were in the pool and having fun together and then suddenly she will be called to bring them food or whatever.