I stood up with a disbelief visible on my face.
"You're joking me right?" I asked him, he quickly shook his head and made a laugh.
I got my phone and called Eva.
"What the meaning of this?" I said when she answered the call, I was looking at Lienzo, who's sitting calm in front of me.
"Oh, he came? You said you need a model right?" My forehead creased.
"Why him? You know our history!" I said with frustration.
"Calm down okay? His the best choice you have right now, just think about the grades. Don't mind him. Ciao!" Before I could even say a word she hang up our call.
That girl really!
I looked at him again.
"So do you believe me now?" He asked me.
I crossed my arms.
"I don't have any choice, beside you're here now. Might as well do it already." I took my sketch pad out.
I was already outlining some ideas while looking at him.
"Just don't say anything and let me do my job." I said, I was quietly thinking some ideas then outlining it on my sketch pad.
I looked at my pad and thought of the motif, it's like a teenage boy crush look. That fits him though, he's handsome.
"When do you like to do the fitting?" I ask him while sipping on my frappe.
We were now collecting some ideas.
"When are you free?"
I thought about it and i'm free until next week.
"Anytime." I said.
"Then let's do it tomorrow then? What do you think?" He asked.
I nodded my head.
"We could do it at my condo." He suggested and I agreed on it.
When I got home, I was so exhausted from earlier. I still can't believe he is my model!
I finalized my designs the whole night so I would not think about it tomorrow and only focus on the fitting.
The patters were simple but I make sure it looks extra for him, might as well add some jewelry on him it might look good.
I yawned and realized it was past midnight so I decided to sleep.
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"Win, I think we need to break up." He said without showing any emotions.
I laughed to ease the tension between us.
"You're joking love? It's not a good joke!" I said.
He looked at me seriously and let go of my hand.
"I am not, I don't love you anymore. I'm breaking up with you." He said.
A tear escaped my eyes.
"L-Lienzo please. Tell me you're joking, do you have..a suprise?" I asked again making sure it's not real.
We were okay earlier, a break up date?
"Let go of me Win, I don't love you anymore. We're done." With that he walked away from me.
I slowly sat down on the grass with tears rolling down on my cheeks, I cried my heart out until I felt it was raining hard, I didn't care about it. I kept on crying.
What have I done? I love him so much!
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I woke up suddenly, I was dreaming. A bad dream, A dream that I don't want to remember again.
I opened my drawer and picked up the frame that was hidden.
It was a picture of us, we looked so happy and in love.
I stared at it for minutes before I decided to placed it back inside.
I let out a deep sigh and looked at the time, it's 6 am. It's still early but I decided to take a shower, and besides it's good to prepare early.
After I took my shower, I cooked my breakfast which is omelette and a strips of bacon with two toasted bread.
I was watching twilight while eating my breakfast, it's my favorite movie! I wouldn't get tired watching it.
I heard my phone beep so I opened it, it was from him. He'll picked me up at 9am, good thing I woke up early. Thanks to that bad dream. I checked the time and it's already 7:30, a few hours before seeing him again.
"You can do this Win. A few hours with him won't hurt you right?" I asked myself in the mirror, I'm done brushing my teeth and I've done my morning rituals also.
I went to my room and got my back, I checked my thins inside made sure I don't leave anything important. I was happy when It was all okay.
I texted him to meet me at the cafe near my apartment.
I walked inside the cafe and ordered a frappe while waiting for him, I need something sweet inside my body.
I was drifting my gaze at the window and I saw my mother walking with his new husband, another husband again? Tsk. What's new with her.
I diverted my gazed at my frappe. I let out a sigh while waiting.
A few minutes of waiting Lienzo walked inside the cafe.
He walked toward me and flashed a smile.
"Did you wait long?" He asked, I stood up and shook my head.
"Let's go?" He offered.
"Sure."
We walked outside towards his car, it's a sport car though. Wow!
When we arrived at his condo I felt uncomfortable for a minutes, He opened his door and I saw some sketching hanging on his wall. It was some landscapes.
I put my bag on the sofa near me.
"So should we start?" He asked me.
"Okay, i'll just get my tape measure and notebook." I got my tape measure and notebook from the bag.
He stood in front of me. He looks so tall.
I was standing inches from him.
"You look so tense, relax win." He said.
I breathe heavily before starting the fitting. My hands are shaking and I don't even know why! It's been years since I was this closed to him. I already forgot the feeling of it.
One thing i'm sure is he still got this effect. I'm still attracted at him.