Feeling shock

Adriana wept bitterly, unable to imagine that Zach was dead. The image of the sweetness of their love, the image of how they struggled to maintain a relationship until they were almost married and then had to delay and try to survive, seemed to fill her head. now it's all just a memory because the struggle ended in an unexpected death.

"No... He must not die. He must keep his promise to make me happy, to live with me!" Adriana's tears broke, she felt dizzy, sick in every way. she bent down and ruffled her hair, glancing at her even useless legs. "I HATE ALL OF THIS. I HATE. GOD IS NOT JUST WITH ME!"

Adriana even beat her legs, even her own body was also beaten. "I'd rather die, I'd rather not exist in this world. God is too cruel to me!!"

"Adriana, calm down!" Andreas tried to dissipate Adriana's anger by holding her hands together. "Adriana stops it, don't hurt yourself!"