Mariah was raped, bullied, abused and rejected by her own mate. 

Her own flesh and blood never cared about her, made her life hell.  But once she gets kicked out of her own pack, she starts a new life. With her little baby by her side.  

 But she has nothing, no family or a job.  When a generous offer is given she accepts it. She moves in with James who gives her a new beginning. 

But when she comes back to her hometown were all the tragedy struck, the people who once hurt her wants a fresh start. But she's not willing to give in that easily.

Watch the incredible journey of a broken  women.

You wish you knew me now

It has been 9 painstaking month since she had left. Every day I sit out by the window waiting for her to return. Knowing truly well that she wont. I hate the feeling not knowing where my Mariah has gone.


I never really let anyone truly know how Mariah's departure effected me. I still couldn't admit she was my mate knowing that everyone knew now.


I thought maybe after her departure i would feel better but time got worse instead. I remember crying every night knowing the pain I must have put her through the agony she felt when I hurt her. No I didn't do it I shook my head at the thought.  Bile rose in my throat and i knew she wanted it she was practically  begging for it. 


I wasn't wrong and I wasn't going to feel guilty because I didn't do anything she didn't want me to do. One way or the other she would have already been given me herself.


Chapter 5