Chapter 30

Hatred, I have felt it before. I've seen myself being engulfed into the darkness of hatred. I hated everything about me to the extent that I even questioned my own existence. It was as if there was no reason for my existence and there was no reason for me live. At that time, all I wanted was to end my life. Trust, faith... I had believed that this was just mere words until the day when somebody broke it. My trust was broken, my faith in God and love was broken the day when I was cheated in love.

Until the day I found Zachary.

I couldn't even realize, when he became the most important person in my life.

Day by day, I found myself trusting him more than anyone else and when I did that... when I finally started trusting him... it was like I was finally able to find myself, my existence. It felt as if my whole life I've been living a fake world until I found him and everything in my surrounding seemed to be real and wonderful.

Trust grew up to be faith.