Avan's wish

Avan's p.o.v

"Maybe the problem is with you and not them," I dared to say to Ander. It was getting tiring to hear him rant about his problem like he was the only one who felt pain.

He holds on to every negative thing that is said and done to him that he is completely blinded to the good things in his life. He only ever wants to see the negative, he doesn't want to believe that he is loved and it was getting on my nerves.

"If you say so," Ander said causing me to glare at him. He was doing it again I could tell, replaying negative memories in his mind to fuel his anger and hatred towards everyone around him. It is so obvious with him staring at the distance with his hand folded into a fist.

"Wait, what is that?" I asked when I saw him holding something in between his folded fist. I reached out and took hold of his hand and opened his fist to see a knife.

His hand was bleeding so much and the wound was deep. "What did you do to yourself?" I asked.