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Cassey POV

"I like you lockscreen" she said smirking and I could feel the heat coming from my cheeks

I didn't know what to do what to say she was standing right in front of me but yet there were so many things I wanted to do at that moment I just couldn't move so I did the worst thing I could possibly do which I regretted it as soon as I did it well except the one part I did it cause I might never have the chance to do it again she might never forgive me I pulled her by her waist and kissed her so deeply I gave her the most neediest I could and she kissed me back I wanted more I could feel she wanted more but before I could lose myself in this immaculate feeling I pulled away and took my phone out of her hands I took a step backwards look at her with a dead ass serious face and said that this was all a dare that my friends came up with

She looked at me heart broken I closed the door and leaned to hear if I could hear anything I heard a sob it went silent for a few seconds then I heard a bike start I didn't know she knew how to rode a bike which I was perfect and when I stooped fantizing about her body on the bike I realised what I di and wanted to throw myself through a brick wall then I fell into my knees and let go Jax came around the corner and carried me to bed and not ask one thing like he knew I needed to be alone and think

I later had no tears left to cry and just fell asleep

Monday morning came and Jax came to try and get me to go to school or at least take a shower all weekend he has bought me food and made sure I was alive but I never left bed unless I had to really pee I didn't wanna face her not after what I did to her

"common you have to start living you cant go on like this" Jax said pulling the covers from my bed of me and spraying me with deodorant according to him I smelled like death

"I am not ready to face her how about you go and just tell me what is going on at school please" I looked at jax with puppy dog eyes

"or how but you come up with an amazing excuse or tell her the truth"

"she wont ever forgive me for what I did I cant blame her I wouldn't either" I said and I turned around covering my head with blankets I heard Jax sigh and start walking out the room

"Well then at least put your phone on charge so I can talk to you he left and closed the door I turned around and connected my phone to the cable

Nia POV

I pulled over at the quietest place I could find just to get myself to stop crying I couldn't even see through my eyes I couldn't believe what just happened I wished I would wake up and it was just a bad dream but it wasn't it was my reality

I was kind of glad that my family doesn't care about my I stayed in bed all weekend and I didn't want to leave but not as bad as I wanted to leave this house but these last three months before I turn 18 couldn't go by fast enough I got my things ready to leave hoping to leave the house unnoticed and it was my lucky day I got out and when I walked into the driveway I remembered the night Cassey brought me home she was the first person I let into my house

I walked to the corner of the block that's where I parked my bike so that no one in my family knew I drove to school and didn't see her at school which didn't make sense cause I was the one who got hurt but I was still worried about her but I know the kind of person I am I speak what is on my mind so I decided after school I am going to her house and telling her what I am feeling, felt and thinking I also wanna know why she did it

The school day ended and I walked out of school with all confidence I had I got onto my bike and as I wanted to drive off I heard my name but from a very familiar voice I looked up and I saw Luke I wanted to run to him and hug him but at this moment I needed to decide what was more important and how much pain I was willing to go through right now