What's The Strange Feelings?

"Will you stay here permanently?" He asked. From my peripheral vision, I can see that he take a glance at me before facing the road again and continue from driving.

I sighed and nodded with his question. When I was just on France before I come back in the Philippines, I've already decided to just stay here permanently since I'm done with the real reason why I went to France. And left my dearest country.

And that is to study.

"I'm staying here for good." I said without a hint of emotion in my face.

"So, you're done with your studies abroad?"

I looked at him for a while as I nodded lazily and looked away. I just realized it now, Calvin is really handsome, and I can't blame girls who is head over hills in love with him. He has the looks and the money.

Who would ever resist a man like him? Well, there's me.

"Yeah,"

The traffic light was now on red light, so we have to stop. We stayed silent and was having our different worlds. It wasn't really a problem since I don't want to talk to him.

It was just so weird that I felt the strange feeling of awkwardness because of silence.

"Why did you took a different course? Your family was a Businessman." He take a glance to me, but face the road again when the traffic light pointed the green light.

I sighed. I wonder why did he asked. As far as I remember, he did never ask me anything before. In fact, he was judging me without knowing things what were really true and believing the false things that could wreck me and down me more till I can't resist it anymore.

Not because of him, but because his harsh words were all false and true. It was so confusing, Isn't it?

And if I ever had a chance or a power, I would want to forget and not remember my painful past. It was all farce and ugly.

"I know, and it's non of your biz." I looked away.

"It was just so odd." his opinion.

"Look, Calvin. I'm not into Business okay? My dream was to become a musician." I took a deep breath and smiled when I saw the beauty of the night.

The stars in the sky was twinkling and the moon was shining. The ray of the light in the different buildings brings the pleasing appeal of the city that made everyone from the top of the mountains who can see it adore the beauty of the night.

When I was just a kid. My big brother and I used to climb mountains to catch a beautiful view and do stargazing at night with our other cousins.

But sadly, I can't do it any more with them because now that we're old, I know that we are know having an invisible distant. I wish I could still have a bond with them.

I missed them so much.

I sighed. "Besides, I can't lose my dreams just because my family was known for Business. I don't really care."

'It wasn't true. You just said you've missed them right?' one part of my mind interrupted that made me silent.

He sighed and shut his mouth. That was a bit good since I didn't really wanted to talk with him. I'm tired and confused with so many things most especially about Calvin.

With his sudden change, sudden gentleness and all of a sudden things about him that is so odd and unusual.

The silence fills the Car. I wanted to break it but I don't know how. It was just confusing because I know I did not want to talk to him earlier but the sudden change now was really ridiculous.

I felt like, I wanted to spend more time talking with him before reaching my home, and before this day would end. To laugh with him together and to throw jokes.

But my mind keep telling me that I just think that because I am already missing Devi and Alexia, my dearest best friends since we are just in High School.

I wonder how is Alexia doing now. I haven't heard from her.

Until we reach the parking of the Condominium Tower, there was no conversation between us except for that short conversation earlier.

I was a bit disappointed, and I don't know where did it came from.

"Goodnight, Ally. Have a sweet dreams."

I paused and looked at him. He was smiling that it made me almost gasp. He was smiling to me! The heir of Mendocino's and the great son of my family's enemy is smiling.

I never saw him smiling at me before because he was always upset whenever he was looking at me. We are the same, anyway.

Oh well, enemies do hates each others presence. I wonder why did we not kill each other now since we were like cats and dogs before. Maybe because we're too old and that would be the act of immaturity?

"G-goodnight," I bit my lower lip when I realize I just stuttered "D-dont call me, Ally. We're not close."

He chuckled. "Then should I call you baby?"

"W-what?!"

"Kidding." He chuckled again so I glared at him

"Shut up!"

"Uh-huh. I'll stay here till I'll make sure that you're safe."

"I am."

I furrowed my brows, starting to felt irritated with him. He's so importunate!

"Not until you reach your home."

"This is my home."

"Your unit was on seventeenth floor."

I gasped as my jaw dropped while he was just smiling like he was expecting my reaction would be like that. Darn! How did he even know that? Don't tell me he know my Condo Unit room number, too?

Damn.

"H-how did you-"

"Devi told me." He answered as if he had read what's on my mind.

I rolled my eyes. That girl, She's really something. I know there's a plan in her mind and maybe she was laughing evil now. I would really punch her when I saw her again.

Swear.

"You can go now, Calvin. I assure you I'm safe and perfectly fine."

He just smiled, and it made me more irritated "You can't say so..." He handed me his phone, so I furrowed my brows. "Here, take it."

"What would I do with that? I have my own phone."

"Of course" He chuckled. "Call me if you need my help. I'm always he-"

"Thanks but no thanks. I can take care of myself. Anyone's help is not in my need." I reached for his hands and handed back his phone. But I can't stop but to gasp when I felt the strange feeling again.

The rapid beating of my heart when I touched his soft hand. And the sudden electrifying feeling I felt. I really have to visit my Doctor!

"I-Im going... Thanks and Goodnight." I immediately run to the elevator without looking at him. My heart was still beating wildly like I was from a marathon. Gosh. What the hell was just happening to me?!