After we finished our fine Dinner, Calvin went to his Room because he was tired and exhausted with the whole day. So maybe by now he was already sleeping.
While I was still on the window. Looking the View of the City that was seen from here. The lights sent extraordinary feelings to me. I felt happy and alive just like the lights.
I felt like going out and wander my empty souls in the beauty of the city in the middle of the night. I was seeing now an incredible creation of assorted lights and it was making me felt holistically alive.
The cold breeze of the evening wind blew and my long and wavy hair danced with it. I closed my eyes to feel the cold embrace of the wind in me.
It's soothing and refreshing feeling made me forget my problems and burdenings even just for a moment.
I just want to feel alive and free now. like I was just a normal person. Happy and unchain with my Parents manipulation.