It's been a while since Calvin left in front of me, but I still can't fathom what he said. I never thought such a scene to happen. Never in my nightmares.
I look forward to our meeting. What I had in mind was that he would be cold and would not want to deal with me. I thought about that a few times but I didn't expected him to treat me so coldly.
And it hurted my heart.
Because until now, he is still the one that my heart was dreaming of. And maybe that won't ever change. I've been gone for years. And I was the one who left him. He did not leave me. So, I should understand his anger towards me.
And it was my fault that I was in such a hurry. It was my fault. I don't need to explain. I know that he was already at peace and I have no plans to mess up his life again in my return. If he will decide to marry again, or if he was already married. I will be fine with it even if I know it will surely shatter my heart into million pieces.