Child of Chaos is a novel that treats the day to day struggle of people born into different circumstances. The story is narrated in the first person perspective where every character expresses his/her pain and struggle trying to survive in a harsh and unforgiving world. It is also concentrated on analyzing the inner world of the characters and their search for meaning and purpose. It also tries to "shine" some light onto the question if we are born or become evil due to circumstances where the characters are born and raised.

Child of Chaos

There was a time, I think, when I was full of hope like any other kid in this world. There was a time I was still able to see the world full of colors and the sky appeared blue to me as well. It was a long time ago that all of that was taken from me and never returned. I cannot tell you if it did not return because I choose to, or because it could not be a way back for it, but honestly, the reasons do not matter. I could spend days and nights trying to figure out the why and it would not bring me any peace of mind. It is what it is, and it cannot be changed into something else. Especially when you walk into the depths of darkness as far as I have, there is no going back, the soul has already left and in its place is just a black hole that will swallow up and kill every bit of hope that dares to enter. Maybe I did kill all that; I am no longer able to tell the difference now, not that it mattered anyway. 


Chapter IX