It breaks my heart how much I love you. It hurts to love you. If I just loved you a little less - just a little - then I'd be able to move on and let go. I know that's probably what I ought to do, but I don't know-how.

Why can't you be that person for me? Why can't you let me love you? If you won't let me love you, at least let me hate you completely. I can't go on loving and hating you at the same time. The tension inside me is building, and I'm feeling like I'm about to implode.

But I know this will one day all work itself out. You will either love me, or I'll find a way to survive without you. It won't be easy. I'm not even sure it's possible to ever completely let go of you, but I have to try.

Don't Go

I'm a little offended by Winter's actions, she hasn't noticed me since earlier. And she kinda awkward when I was around? did I do wrong? I need to open a topic. 


"Winter, thank you for yesterday. I'm super happy" I said to her while smiling 


"It's okay, Kai insisted, So, I did have a choice," she said. 


So we finished the Laundry. Blossom hasn't helped much. My back and shoulders continue to hurt. So the result is that we are very hungry doing the laundry also. Winter cooked Sausage De Fried Rice. Our on-the-go food in the house. It was a bowl of rice and some sausages. 


Blossom who suddenly came out of her den! Join us in eating! She almost eats lots of the food. 


" Hey blossom! Wash the dishes?" I said to her while finishing eating my food 


"But I have already done," Blossom said while swallowing her food. 


"Please! Because we're tired doing the laundry" Winter requested to her. 


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