something worst than sadness

now everyone doing their work,it is 3 day of angela in company but she haven't know what she have to do for mission she was doing work and then boss call her

assistance:- boss:- call me. he said he wanted to meet you

angela:- ok I go. thanks for informing

assistance:- you changed did something happen or you found someone special

angela:- no i feel like weight on heart is dissappear

assistance:- I don't know but I am glad for you

angela:- I am going now and thanks you

then she left the office and she went and saw boss. he was sitting on sofa like depressed and like death man

angela:- what happen with you. are you alright ?

boss:- I don't want to live in this rotten world everyone betray me and I don't deserve this place , someone please kill me now

Angela:- what happen you always act like child and confident person and sometimes egoistic

boss:- my friend and everyone in board members against me I am alone I can't understand what I do

angela:- don't you act like me or it some kind of joke. what ever I am here for you. you are not alone

boss:- I like when you say like that but everyone against me i can't fight anymore please kill me . I can't take it anymore

angela:- what hell you talking about I am here for you. I know you. I have believe in you . I know you can solve any problems. that not you. you always act like confident person what happen to you

boss:- I feel depressed, anxiety, stress and weakness please order some pasta

angela:- don't worry I order some for you

boss:- extra cheese pasta with red sauce who know this may be my last pasta

angela:- don't act like this please don't stay words like that

boss:- I don't care about you. you are just a pain in ass. I don't care if you die or leave me . all women are same they only like money,sex. I hate all women. tell me what you want:- money. that's why you follow me like dog. nobody love me they just want money I hate this life

angela:- what happen with you. now I feel. I want to kill you

boss:- kill me just kill me I am tired from you and your annoying face

(angela know he didn't act like himself, so she go outside and after few minutes their meal arrive. boss start eating pasta and he become more himself now just after one bite)

boss:- I am very very sorry. I lost my mind. I was lost in rage, anger, frustration. please don't leave me

angela :- what are you talking about I don't leave you alone until our contract over

boss:- please don't say that are you still mad at me. I was hungry and their are so many problems so they able to overtake me sorry. if life get hard and I become hunger. that cause depression and I am not me that time

angela:- stop talking and eat i know depression so I can understand you and I am not mad if I leave you now you may kill yourself

boss:- if you talk like that my heart fall into your love

angela:- now you act like yourself tell me something I want to hear

boss:- I love you

angela:- what pervert

boss:- I am not going to lose that easily and I have plan to eliminate my enemies because I am king devil

angela:- now you act like king devil

boss:- tell me how you experienced depression. I think you free from it now

angela :- it feel like negative thoughts take over brain. feel numb. pain in heart. weakness in body and heart . can't feel any emotion. lost interest in world. whis for death. seeing every worst side of everything even bueatifull things look worse. when it increases anger and frustration take over soul and wish to hurt ourselves. at last all I can say it is worst than any emotion and I never wanted to go in depression

boss:- when i protect myself from depression i feel happy when my heart feel pain at that time I can leave in present and I can enjoy my life after that. when depression get out we can feel emotion and than every emotion feel great that depression

angela:- you are not alone I am here for you. I feel never let you fall in depression

boss:- that mean so much to me thank you