Jul

Only few ,in the world are lucky to do what they want. whereas the rest aren't so lucky,their life is always controlled by someone.

In my case my life has always been controlled by my parents.From the day i was born till now. They decided everything in my life. I lived in the world like a brain less zombie. My clothes,my food items,my room decors, my books, my subjects even my friends were decided by them.And i could not do anything about it ,even if i did i would be beaten up, and i would always get the same reply from them : Jul we are your parents and we know better then you so you better listen up young lady.

But know i am 13, and my life is still controlled by others.For once I just want to go out and explore the worlds and be free for once. And i know it isn't possible.But they say : if you want anything to happen just belief in it. I do my best to keep up hope and have faith. But it all breaks up when my parents tell me that it isn't possible and that its only a childish dream....

Jul, who are you talking to and why aren't you asleep yet. dont you know that you have school tomorrow?

Oh no moms here!!!! Mika i gotta go bye.

Who were you talking to hmm...

No one mom,i was just talking to myself.

okay then i'd be going now. You'd better get some sleep. Goodnight

Good night .