Being Eaten Whole Is Pretty Terrible

So, I can say that if I ever find myself in Heaven or in another life, that I will definitely have a nightmare about this even if I lose my memories. Yeah, that was terrifying.

You may be asking what I am talking about. Well, I am talking about a massive mob of flesh and bone with eyes galore and a massive gaping mouth full of teeth bursting through a subway train cart and stabbing me in my leg with a sharpened tentacle then having your brother that I've looked up to for so long and who I saved run out of the cart and then watch everyone else stare as I was whipped up into the air and into the gaping maw of teeth and flesh. But you wanna know the worst part? The thing has no actual throat but just a wall of red flesh inside the mouth. So I was forcefully pushed through the wall of flesh all while screaming for help, my legs kicking outside of the wall of flesh and large bone teeth grabbing me and shoving me deeper in. I called out to anyone I could. I even called my deceased mom for help. I then called out the name of my best friend. For some strange reason, all I could think about was her.

Then I was all the way in. Everything cut out then. I couldn't hear. I couldn't speak. I couldn't even see. (Though the last one may have been due to me having them shut because of the horror I was experiencing and the fact that I was trying my hardest to believe that this whole ordeal wasn't happening) I could still feel my body though. I could move everything just fine. Well, scratch that. My movements were restricted because I was compressed between a wall of flesh. The feeling was disgusting and uncomfortably warm. It was also less slimy than I thought it would be. Wait! Ack! That ain't the point!

I felt myself start to weaken. Why was I finding this...comfortable all of a sudden? This felt like the best bed I've ever had and that was saying something since before this entire thing I belonged to a rich family. My best friend also slept with me a lot too so I was normally very comfortable when sleeping. If she was here with me now, I'd bet this would be even better.

WAIT WAIT WAIT!

What Am I Thinking Again!? I need to get the hell outta here somehow!

I struggled to move and started constantly reminded myself that sleeping inside a monster was not comfortable! Yet, it was really warm in here. I think I am in its stomach now. I can't tell since when I opened my eyes, all I saw is red. I could feel the sting of acid though but I didn't feel much pain. In fact, I felt more relaxed than I have felt in years. I tried to stay awake but I could tell it was going to be impossible.

After fighting to stay awake a bit more I noticed that I could lift my head up now. I did so but it took some effort as it felt like it was...stuck...to....the....flesh.....

I looked down and screamed. My arms were melted into the flesh like it was absorbing me. No, it Was absorbing me! I tried to pull myself free but couldn't. Every part of my body except for my head and neck was stuck and being absorbed by the monster. I had already started crying when I was being eaten but now I was crying even harder. I was now sobbing like a baby after struggling until my strength gave out. I was still shivering badly though and now my face was stuck. I struggled until I lost the strength to even hold it up anymore. It was then that I had the idea to check my stats, something that the portals brought.

Stats:

Mental State: Distressed, (Permanently Scared, Insane)

Name: Selen Freena

Race: Pa?th?ra(Hu?an)?

Age: ???

Sp: ????

Def: ????

Att: ????

M: ????

St: ????

Condition: Being Absorbed, Changing At Soul And Molecular Level, Dying

Eternal Status: ????

I stared at my stats with growing horror. I couldn't see anything and although I already knew it was happening, seeing the condition 'Being Absorbed' caused me to let out a whimper and shutter. I feel cold but warm on the outside. I really wanted Charlie here with me. Strange how it is now that I remember her name. I hope Charlie is safe and super powerful. I also hope that unlike me, she forgets all about me. I don't want her to know that I was a crybaby for most of the time and when I finally hardened up I was eaten alive by a giant monster. Actually, even if she remembers me, will she really care once she hears about my death? What if she hears it but moves on like nothing ever happened? Or what if she has already moved on and doesn't care about my death or just hears about my death accidentally and shrugs it off?

I stopped crying when I thought about that and felt like I died on the inside. I hope that never happens. If it did...well hopefully I will never hear about it. In fact, it would be better if all of this just went away. I just want this all to end. Can't ya absorb me any faster!

I barely managed to weakly pound my fist against the flesh. In response, my fist went deeper. After a bit more the ceiling came down again, crushing me just right. I panicked at first but soon became too drowsy. I looked down at my back and saw that it was melted too, my spinal cord being exposed. Then my head snapped down like a slingshot. I think my cheek is gone. The arm that I could see was down to its bone. Yet I didn't feel much pain. No. Instead, I just felt too comfortable and too drowsy. Even knowing that it would be the last time I would sleep, I still did it.

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I don't know how much time had passed when I opened my eyes again. I felt wind trickle past me and I realized I was exposed. I turned and also realized that I was mainly free. But what I saw really did make me wish that I'd never turn around. There was my group, standing on a ripped apart subway train with the cart the monster and I was on falling down. I felt heat behind me and knew they blew up the tunnel to kill the monster....with me still on it.

Someone noticed me and pointed. That was when the group noticed me as well. I reached towards them even though I knew it was pointless. That was when a new maw closed around me. This one was like a leeches' mouth, full of razor-sharp teeth. Then it closed...but not before I saw my brother giving me a smirk and flipping me the middle finger. Then came pain followed up by intense heat. When I came too I realized that I was still inside the monster, being absorbed by it still. The monster was still alive and was still too comfortable. Strange though. Why has it stopped breathing? Well, it concerns me not. That thing never needed to breathe anyway. All I could do is just nod off for my now truly final sleep.

I was stuck in the flesh with no way out, melted down to my bones, and burned pretty badly. I would say that I deserve to rest. Though once again, I found myself thinking about Charlie. I really wanted to see her.

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I woke up again. My memory was pretty foggy. Where was I? Who was I? No. I remember my brother betrayed me. I knew that much for sure. I also remember Charlie and escaping and...getting eaten by that monster....

I suddenly hurled up. What came out though wasn't a typical throw-up but instead a wave of blood and flesh. I stared at the mess in horror before throwing up again. The results were the same.

I realized that I was standing when I woke up. I looked around and was instantly blinded by the bright city lights. I guess this place still had power. But the lights were too bright. I can't guess what part of the city I am in because of them. I noticed something around me as well. When I looked down I stared at the very few pieces of the monster there. It was clearly dead. I just knew that. But if it was dead then where was the rest of the monster? In fact, I don't even sense the virus in it anymore. Wait, sense?

I narrowed my eyes at the piece of flesh I was standing on and realized that yes, once again I could sense that there was no virus. I looked around and spotted a zombie stumbling along in the distance and sensed that it had a different virus in it. How strange. Also, what is a zombie? There are quite a few roaming around and a lot were near me. They looked dead but still alive. I guess that is what makes a zombie a zombie. They must be somewhat dead and have that virus. No. Maybe they just have that virus. Yeah, that makes more sense.

I scratched my head and realized my cat ears were still there. How nice. I thought for sure they would have melted off. I looked at my arm and realized it was an odd tan color. I then sensed the UA-Virus in me. No, I was the UA-Virus. Huh, how neat.

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT!!!!

THE MONSTER WAS THE UA-VIRUS! HOW DO I HAVE IT!?!?

I checked again but the results were the same. I then whispered the word status.

Stats:

Mental Status: Distressed (Pementally Insane/Scarred, Permentally Childish)

Name: ????

Race: ????

Hp: Full

Def: 860

Att: 240

Sp: 1460

M: None

St: 240

Condition: Form Testing State, Fine

Eternal Status:

Intel: ????

Endurance: 8,450,670

Biomass: 46,780 Terra's

Skills: Bite Lv 8, Slash Lv 9, Regen Lv 10, Adaptability Lv 10, Body Manipulation Lv 4, Er-24 Lv 5, Night Vision Lv 3

Unique Skills: Virus Scan, Appraise, Check, Study, Learn, Berseker's Wish They Had This Rage

Special Skills: Immortal, Virus, US-Virus, God's Friend?, World Ender, Permanent Child Insanity Syndrome

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So, what exactly am I right now?