Chapter 4: When The World Shifts.

"Dad it's just not going how I wanted it go. How do I fix it?" Aria asked starting to get teary eyed as the combs and some hair ties were stuck in her hair. "Uh I don't really know let's just take these out first and start over." He said as he was getting one comb more tangled than getting out unstuck to all his daughter hair. A loud knock on the door brought them to look at each other. Aria shaking her head with a little tear falling. "Just one second baby." He said as he quickly trotted to the door opening to be brought to a beautiful surprise. Tris was beautiful in her simple Blue sundress, light eyeliner, and her hair in a high pony tail and flip flops she was so elegant looking in the simplest way. He stared at her smiling until she cleared her throat. "This is normally the part where you invite me in or at least acknowledge me in your door way with a hi or simple wave." She said in an amusing tone.

 

 

 "Yeah, uh Jesus, Sorry. Hi Tris. You look great. I'm actually really so happy you're here. Aria and I are having trouble she is about to have a melt down and I really need help in there." He said looking and sounding desperate. "You guys didn't really think I wouldn't be here to help her get ready now did you. OH MY HEART and how little you think of me. I already went to two other houses where some other young women need help and I was saving my best for last. Don't tell any of them I said that." She said point to him, making his hands go up in surrender. "I swear." He said with a laugh. Letting her in. She walked in making her way straight to the bathroom seeing a few stray tears leaving a glossy red eyes of a beautiful young girl looking lost in the mirror. Aria face lit straight up when she say her. 

 

 "Thank all the gods you're here I need help so bad." She rushed out quickly. "Alright, calm down let get these out first and we will try a French braid with a special twist down this way and two long strays like this to frame that beautiful face is that ok?" tris asked looking at her, as she nodded happily knowing exactly what she was trying to go for. "Alright than let's get to work. You start doing your make up the way I showed you las week, its simple, subtle and you will rock it with your dress and hair." Tris said in a happy tone. "Ok." Aria said with confidence. "Girls you ready we got to go?" Killian said getting his wallet in his pocket and fixing his watch in his dark washed jeans and nice black button down dress shirt with a beautiful dark blue tie. He was a walking wet dream. Tris thought to herself as she came around the corner. 

 

 "Calm down, dad. She's grabbing her speech. Being valedictorian and all she just wanted to make sure she got everything down perfect. She said as she came to straight his dark blue tie up. "You look great Kills showing your school spirit colors too?" She asked knowing that's why she choose this color of her dress. "Uh actually didn't even think of that. I just like the thought of matching you to be honest." He said blushing hard. "Well now Mr. Jones if you're not careful people might just think I was your date." She teased. "Would that be a bad thing?" He asked placing his hands around her waist bringing her closer to him. His fingers lifting her chin to look at him as he asked that question with a gleam in his eye. "Depends, I guess if that statement is true. Do you want it to be? Do you want people to think I'm your date? Am I?" She teased back still looking in his eyes. 

 

 "Honestly, I would rather have them believe you were my girlfriend. All mine and yes I would love it if the statement was true. I don't want to rush you or make you feel awkward but if you're going to start asking me about the things that I want. Well than might as well tell you now so you know. I'm a patient man I can wait for your answer. I'd love to be your date to see our girl up there today though." He said still holding her chin up to him with serious eyes searching hers for answers or worries and holding her closer to him so she doesn't decide to turn and run and put a big Tris shape figure through his front door. "Are you actually asking me right now to be your girlfriend? Are you sure that is what you want? Are you ready for that?" She asked looking for answers.

 

 Taking a deeper look into her eyes. "Yes, I am. Tristiana Alderman would you please put my heart out of its misery and be my girlfriend?" He asked in a deep low voice that made her legs want to cave. He didn't realize but now he was very aware his throat felt like there was a huge ball he was trying to swallow down and his heart was beating fast and he was starting to shake now from nerves a little thankfully it wasn't showing though praying she couldn't feel it anyways or how loud his heart was pounding he felt like he would start to sweat any second the longer she took to answer. "Yes, Killian. I want us to give this a shot. I think there is something here and I would like to see where it goes. As long you and Aria are ok with everything I will be too." She said smiling at him with one hand on his chest and one cupping his cheek. Smiling deeply like a kid on Christmas he smiled back at her resting his forehead to hers, they didn't even hear her come in.

 

 "Well I love the idea. This is the best gift anyone ever gave me." Aria said eyes beaming in happiness just glowing looking like a beautiful young woman Killian was always knew she would be. "You look beautiful Ari. Just other worldly gorgeous. " He said hugging her tightly to him. "I'm going to be going to jail soon all these boys going to be hitting on my under age daughter." He grumbled. "Don't worry dad I am not going to be dating. Besides now one is going to want to be with the jail bait. I wouldn't do that to a guy anyway. I don't want to date until about comfortable enough around the guy as a friend first anyway and consent is known I don't want any misunderstandings that could cost any guy their life in jail for dating a minor. That is horrible." She said shivering. "That's my girl. Let's go I'm looking forward to be being the most envious man at that ceremony. With my two beautiful ladies and the star of honor." He said ushering them outside. 

 

 She was nervous as they were all sitting there as she got to the podium. Taking a minute to look out in the crowd. Taking a breath and tossing her speech in the trash. Making Killian and the guys be worried. Tris just smiled and waited. "I had a whole speech prepared about saying how far we come and all the things we will be set out to do becoming adults but that's been said a million times over. Just done to death. I mean we heard all years long any from any grade instead I would rather talk about me. Which is something I don't like to do. I am the youngest graduate here; I am going to college with my best friends who I didn't even make until this year because I was too busy being an outcast to peers my own age a target for the bullies because I was smart and I was different I didn't have the things they have or know the things they knew. It took me until this year to finally accept that fact that. That was ok I didn't and it wasn't my fault. There is nothing wrong with me. It took me some time but I grew to love my self and thanks to most of the rest of you amazing seniors I did half of it with your help. Knowing that most of you were as different as I was. I really just want to thank people today for making me who I am and the future people who will help shape us to who were meant to be." She took a deep breath looking out into the crowd. 

 

 "To all the other outcasts. You're not alone your surrounded by others who feel the way you do and are going through similar things. Stay strong and speak out. To all you amazing seniors who took me in and accepted me for who I am just being me thank you for the first time ever giving me freedom to be just that. Me. And friends honest great friends for the first time in like ever. To all the Uncles I grew up with who were there for me every step of the way in my life I love you and I am so thankful I got to share it with you. To the teachers who helped me realize it's ok to be smart and different thank you for not letting me get inside my own head and quit. I didn't know what I wanted to be when I grew up it was always a doctor, even though I don't like seeing naked people. A lawyer even though I had social anxiety. A baker even though I couldn't turn on an oven to save my life for the longest time. It wasn't until this year and I met a special woman that I realize what I wanted to be. I just want to be a good person." She said looking over at Tris and her little family.

 

 "I want to be the friend who will come when you call crying at ten p.m. because you had a bad dream or fight with your family. I want to learn to do things that can help others and myself. I want to be strong enough to stand up for others when their voice is too weak to do so. I want to feed you when you're hungry, clothe you when your cold and listen to you when you feel broken. As long as it's within my limits and means. I want to be there for people when they need it and they feel lost as I did. I want to teach people everything I was able to learn who need it. I want to help those suffering like I was. I want to be the person she didn't have to be to so many because that's the type of person we need in this world. A job can't train you for that. School can't teach you that it's not academic. That's what I want to be I want to be a good person who can help make the world better even for just one person because I am the best example along with my friends of what great things can come just for on simple amazing person being someone they never had to be. Thank you for everything from all of us. We love you, all you and thank you for your support way to go Seniors. WE DID IT!!!! She shouted with her little fist bump in the air making the kids and crowd go nuts. 

 

 After about an hour of tears and pictures they were finally made their way to the restaurant in the back room for big or private parties. Killian seemed to have trouble keeping his hand and or arm to himself the whole time. "Damn if I didn't know any better I say you was scared to let go of poor Tris there like she fly away from your big ass." Eli said with a laugh from down the table. "You know Tris you do look gorgeous today. I do wish you would let me take you out one night." Dre' said looking at her in appreciation. "That's very flattering Dre' but that would be a pass from me." She said scooting closer to Killian. Making the other girls and table laugh. "Stand off my woman Dre' you damn vulture." Killian said throwing a fry at his friend making everyone laugh even harder. 

 

 "Who said she's your woman?" Zain said loudly laughter kept going. "She did this morning when I asked her." He said looking at her than around the table. "SHUT YOUR ASS!! SERIOUSLY! OH I'm SO HAPPY FOR YOU. I thought you was about to go lesbian or one of those people who just didn't even have a preference this is so exciting." Ellie said jumping in her seat. "Fucking HELL, El. SERIOUSLY?!! Tris said shaking her head going red making everyone laugh even harder. "To Killian for scoring a woman way out of his league and may she never figure it out." Ryder said raising his drink and all others followed. "TO OUR GIRLS WHO ARE OFF FOR BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS, may we always be able to share them with them." Tris said holding her drink looking at the group of girls down at the end smiling proudly. "To the girls who run our lives and drive us nuts we'd be lost without them." Roman said winking at his daughter all the tables cheered in agreement. "Think we should leave now, before we are asked too." Killian whispered to the table as they all got up and settled their bills they decided to just divide it eleven ways the guys wouldn't let the girls pay a thing. So the girls just left a big tip on the table and stacked the dishes and trash up nicely to help the staff. 

 

 Walking outside the girls ran into Sienna and her friends. "Oh Aria, girls congratulations on your big day." She said as she forced a hug on all of them who cringed from her touch. "You know if you need any advice I am just a phone call away how about I give you my number in case you ever need anything. "No thanks. I am fine." The other girls hummed in agreement. "OK than. You know that was nice what you did for the bussing staff but just remember that is what they are paid to do honey." She said in a way that made her uncomfortable. "It's their job but I don't have to leave the table like a slob. I wouldn't treat my table at home like that I shouldn't do it here there's nothing wrong in picking up after myself no matter whose job it is to clean it up. That would be just gross." Aria said shuttering at the thought. 

 

 "Well yes I guess you're right. You are so sweet to think of others. So is your dad here I think he has the wrong impression of us and I would love to clear that up to him." She said in a sickening sweet voice. "What impression does he have?" She asked back crossing her arms getting uncomfortable. "That we don't exactly get along with each other and I just want him to see that simply just isn't true." She said trying to reach out for her. "I don't like you though Ms. Calloway. We don't get along you don't make me feel comfortable or welcomed in your presence and I don't feel comfortable when you talk to me I think it's an act because you like my dad." Aria said flatly. Making Sienna get red in anger. 

 

 "There you are baby girl your dad and I are ready to leave you all set. Great job girls. I am so proud of you. Girl's afternoon this Sunday yes?" All the girls lit up in excitement. "Excuse me were in the middle of a conversation." Sienna spoke up rudely. "Well sorry to interrupt that but their fathers are looking and waiting for them so go on girls let's go." Tris said happily. "Is Killian there I need to speak with him. Oh wait. You're his maid aren't you?" Sienna face lit up in realization. "Well no not any more I was the nurse who gave your shot yesterday. Yes Killian is here waiting for Aria and we are in a hurry so I will tell him you asked about him and he'll reach out to you." Tris said as Aria and her started walking back up to Killian as he smiled at his girls only to be mad at who cut them off to stand in front of them.

 

 "Killian. I am so glad I ran into you. I was hoping to get a quick word with you. To clear up our misunderstand about the way you see things between Aria and I. She said trying to run her finger up his arm. "Don't touch me Ms. Calloway I don't like it, it makes everyone around us feel uncomfortable. My daughter, my girlfriend and I are trying to leave so if you could please pick up your self-respect and get out of our way we would appreciate it." "GIRLFRIEND?! WHAT GIRLFRIEND?!" She asked loudly looking at how Killian wrapped his arm around the maid who just told her off. "YOURE WITH YOUR MAID?! What was it so easy to slip in his bed since you're the one who has to make it?" She snapped at her.

 

 "What bed I get into is none of your business. I am not a maid I was nurse, than nanny, now I'm a nurse again you should remember I'm the one who had to explain safe sex to you yesterday." She snapped back tilting her head in a sweet way with a smirk. Making everyone laugh around them. "Look I understand your upset that the guy you like does not like you back. Its ok to be upset or let down even a little hurt. It's not ok to be trying to use his kid to get close to him. She's an amazing strong intelligent young woman and she deserves better than that. You are more than old enough to stop playing high school games of using people as pawns to hook up with a guy. Now honey he asked you to stop trying to pursue him, and you need to be start acting like a grown woman and respect his decision. Now please kindly leave us alone." Tris said in the nicest voice she could. 

 

 "This isn't over. Killian when your done playing around with the help and realize you need a real woman you know where to find me." Sienna said storming off. "Based on your clinical history over half the men in and out of town know where to find her." Ellie said busting up laughing as everyone else did too, making Sienna seething as she started walking away. "It's sexy when you standing up for us babe." Killian said as he leaned down and whispered in her ear as Aria and the girls were laughing with each other. "Hey dad can I go spend the night at Callies house along with the other girls her dad said he'd give us a lift back to our place tomorrow." Sure baby girl." "Maybe tomorrow you, Ellie, the girls and I can shopping for all that stuff on your dorm's list three weeks to pack isn't much time everybody else is going to be shopping up to." Tris said looking at all the dads for approval. Who just nodded they hated shopping and it would just be more heart breaking to shop for their kids to leave them anyway. 

 

 "Bye." The dads and girls all waved. Looking around to say bye to everyone else. It was just Killian and Tris standing there smiling at each other. "So what would you like to do right now?" Killian asked reaching out bringing her closer to him wrapping is arms around her waist. "She wrapped her arms slowly around his neck. "Well the thing I want to do is back at my place and it's a little dirty." She said seductively. "You want to go start laundry don't you?" He said laughing with a huge smile. "Yup, see it's almost like we one of those old married couples already." She said laughing. "Come on, handsome take me home. Feel free to stick around we could watch a movie in between cycles if you like? I did bake some brownies." She said playfully. "Sold." He said rushing her to the truck. "The ones that has drizzled caramel and chocolate and those crushed pecans? You know I love them turtle brownies woman." He said as they laughed their way to his truck. 

 

 

 "I can't believe how much stuff you got." Killian said as Tris and Aria were slowly packing little by little every week so they wouldn't forget anything they were packing in sections. Clothes would of course be last. "I can't believe we got everything on the list and then some." Aria said. "Tris, can I ask you something personal?" Aria asked sitting on the bed with Tris as her dad looking through the stuff in the room. "Should I leave?" Killian asked looking up. "No, you can stay. It's just I know you had social anxiety too. I was just wondering what if when I get there it comes back and hits me and the stuttering comes back? Did it come back for you when you went to college?" "I actually learn to lose it in college there was this guy who slowly became a good friend of mine he showed me the power of words. He gave me certain books that were helpful when I read them out loud and we sang all the time. I finally broke out of my shell and he taught me that once that shell breaks. It's broken you never go back to be a caterpillar once you become a butterfly. He told me." She said smiling. 

 

 "He sounds like a great friend." Aria said smiling, Killian getting a little jealous. "He really was." Tris said with a sad far off look Killian noticed. "Was?" Aria asked curiously. "I lost both my parents to cancer while back after I lost them, we discovered he had prostate cancer most the time they catch it's kind of too late to do anything about it. He was in stage four and died about two months later. It was very aggressive. He was still the best nurse I ever met to this day." She said with a smile. Everything he taught me helped turn me into what I am right now. I am so happy it worked for you." Tris said reaching over and kissing Aria on the forehead. "I'm putting the food away and going home." She said walking out of the room. Aria giving her dad a look nodding to her. He shrugged than sighed heavy and walked to the door looking back to Aria. "Man up." She mouthed to him earning a glare from her as he shut her door.

 

 "I'm sorry for your friend." He said as he started grabbing some things and helping around the kitchen and family room cleaning up the poker area. "It's fine it was a while ago I'm over it I just miss him from time to time. It was a little hard his boyfriend died six months earlier in a motorcycle accident. Lightning struck a tree and it came down on him flipping him over and a weird placed branch went straight through his lungs." She said sadly. "Bad way to go. Least their together." Killian said with a smile. "I like to thank so." She said with a smile in a happy voice. "So thank you for everything again. I know you don't work for us anymore but I still loving the help." He said smiling widely at her. "Yeah, you'd be so lost without me." She mocked him. 

 

 He caged her in one hand on each side of the table. "I know your joking but you have no idea how true that really is. I already found that out. I don't want to ever again. He said as he leaned down smashing his lips to hers. She met him with them same pace. Hugging up on each other they pulled away to catch their breath resting their foreheads to each other. "You know it's already dark out there and I hate you walking alone out in that." "It's two streets away you big baby." She laughed. "Why don't you just stay here with me tonight. Nothing has to happen or anything. I just. I just feel. I just need you next to me to sleep that is all. I can't sleep last night. That power nap on your couch was the best night's sleep I ever had and it was because I was cuddled up to your sweet ass. So would you please stay the night and sleep with me, so I can get some sleep." He asked in a sad pleading voice if he did have bags under his eyes.

 

 "Fine, but I need to leave early in the morning to go back and get my scrubs." "I will drop you off on my way in I promise." He said leaning in kissing her again. It was two days before Aria was about to move out. Killian couldn't handle it anymore he already got the approval from Aria hell it was all her idea. Can't argue with someone who's I.Q is over 175 he thought to himself. Man hope she don't get too mad he added on to his thought train. He waited a whole week to do this. He was in her room with some duffle bags and boxes folding things nicely from the drawers into them. He heard the door opened he didn't expect to see Ryder and Ellie with her as they came in from work at the office. 

 

 "Killian? Killian what the hell are you doing?" She asked in shock. Looking around her Kitchen and bathrooms were all packed all that was left were her clothes here which also were almost done. Ryder and Ellie looked around mouths opened just as shocked looking to him for an answer. "Easy baby what does it look like I can't take it anymore I'm packing you up and taking you home. Right where you belong. You spent months being there from sunrise past sunset and you been sleeping right next to my big ass everyday for almost three weeks. This is the right thing to do and deep down you know it. Also it was Aria's idea AND she made a hell of an argument." He said wide eyed still packing her up.

 

 "So since one girl is leaving you, you just kidnapping another one?" Ryder asked scratching the back of his head. "No. NO! Babe this is not that empty nest syndrome crap. Ok. I just, we know each other all these months. Almost a year soon. I hope I didn't cross any of your lines or boundaries because I did this without asking you. I just need you with me. I would give anything to be able to come home every night. In our house. You know you had me twisted up in feelings for month now. You know you that's the truth. Yeah officially we have only been together about a month but we go deeper than that, you know we do. I know you feel like I do. I love you Tristiana. Will you please move in with my dumb ass?" He asked holding her hands to his chest leaning down to kiss the back of one as he kept eye contact with her eyes, a little watery nervous as hell. Scared he may have pushed too far too soon this time. Every word was the truth though and his heart needed her to know it. She slowly took her hands back and turned and walked away from him and made her way into the kitchen. Slowly pulling out her phone she went through a couple of buttons and put the phone to her ear. 

 

 "Mr. Brittlemen. How are you? Really. That's is good, I'm happy to hear it. Hey I needed to talk to you real quick. I had some things come up recently and I need to turn in my keys and stop my contract. No, I'm ok everything is ok. It's just." She looked up at all the three of them holding eye contact with Killian. "I'm moving in with my boyfriend. So I just want to let you know everything will be out by the end of the week. OK see you than. Thank you for everything." She hung up as he came hugging her tightly spinning her around for a minute.

 

 "OHH woman you made me feel like my heart split in two and starting beating in my throat and my ass that wasn't even funny." He said making them all laugh even harder. "You mean it. You are ok with this? You can say no and we can still be together if it's too soon." He asked trying to be sure. "It's fine Mr. Jones. I am ok with this. We are so used to each other by now anyways it's like we've been living together for months now anyways. Killian?" She said as she pulled him back to her before he could go pack the rest of her things as Ryder and Ellie started taking stuff to the three vehicles outside. "I love you too." She said back as her eyes were slowly making her way up to his with each word she said.

 

 "For real? Like seriously do you mean it. I aint never loved another person like this before. It was a little scary for me to throw it out there like that." He said still a little watery eyed looking at her feeling too vulnerable at the moment. "I never loved anyone like this either Kills. This is not only new for you its new and scary for me as well. Well get through it together though. Just be open and honest. Speak up when we scared and just give into this crazy love together." She said kissing him holding his chin. "Together?" He asked a little shaky. "Always." She said. They spent the rest of the weekend moving her stuff and then came Monday morning when they were taking half f Aria's things out. They go there set up in her dorm. She was actually roommates with Alexia who they all called Lexy. Killian's parents even came and helped say goodbye to her. 

 

 "OK dad remember I won't be home for two weeks by the third weekend I will be home." She stressed out but she managed to get a job at the library, so she could study. Be around her favorite things and earn some extra cash. Lexy also got on staff. "I know but you better be calling me, video chatting, texting me, emailing me, hell you better write me a damn letter to." He said going down the list. Making everyone laugh at his silliness knowing how hard it is for him to let go of her so much sooner than he ever thought he had to but it would kill both of them more if he held her back. 

 

"I'm ok dad I swear. You will always be my best friend and hero. I love you dad. Thank you for everything." She said in his tight hug only for them to hear. "I love you too kiddo. You my whole world you know that right. One call and I'll be right here, Tris and I both." He said still holding onto her. "I know dad. I know how much you two love me. I'm so thankful and lucky for you both. Take care of her dad. We need her." She said as she pulled away from him. "Always baby girl. Go start your new life, with no boys there jail bait." He said laughing at her making all her friends laugh hard. 

 

 His parents loved Tris and was pushing him to get with her the second the stuttering for Aria was starting to fade. They all made their way to their cars and made their way home. Being such a long day they got a pizza ordered. Looking around to the living room at all the pictures Killian and Aria had hung all over the place including some new ones of the three of them and all the girls and their family friend group. Holding on to each other she broke down first and they spent half the night cuddled up crying already missing their girl this went on all week and they were finely fine by Friday when the other dads opted to going to a bar to try to hit on chicks. Ryder, Ellie, Nate, Eli, Zain, Killian and herself opted to going to the movies to try and shake things up a bit. 

 

 As they were getting ready Killian saw her phone lit up. It was a doctor office he picked up thinking it could be something important for work for her. "Hello." He answered nicely. "Hi this is Dr. Tilman's office and we were calling to get an appointment set up for Tristiana Alderman." The nurse said. "I'm sorry what kind of Dr. is this." "Dr. Tilman's office the OBGYN it's coming up to three months and we need to get her in here for her next appointment is she around?" The nurse asked. "Hey babe you ready?" Tris asked him looking at him curious as who was on the line. "It's your doctor's office I thought it might have been your work." He said handing the phone over to her. She took it, making the appointment for Monday after work.

 

 "Why do you see your OBGYN every three months?" He asked her putting on his shoes by the door. "Well actually it's for my birth control shot. It's a little more protective than the pill and it helps my god awful periods. I've been on birth control since I was sixteen and it has helped me actually get up and walk when I'm on my periods and helps regulate them. Also you know it's birth control I just want to make sure whenever your ready were safe." She said with a shrug. "Hold up wait a minute first off that's pretty smart to be prepared. Second didn't know it can put your body in check like that, that is useful info right there. What the hell you mean whenever I'm ready? Baby I've been holding back because I'm going on your pace." He said looking at her a little lost. "Really I've been ready to go for a while now." She said looking him confused. "You tell me this shit now when we got to meet up with everybody?! That ass is mine we get home." He said loudly smacking her butt walking out the door. "Ok, babe." "I mean it! The second you get through that door you mine." He growled at her. "I look forward to it." She teased him mocking him with a salute, as he shook his head. 

 

They were extra touchy and cuddly the whole evening with their friends. The guys had to go pee after the movie. The girls decided to wait for them outside they watched the slowly approaching them laughing making fun of themselves and the scary movie they just saw. When Ellie and Tris turned when they heard him calling from behind. "Tris?" He said looking at her like he found a unicorn he's always been looking for. "What are you doing here?" She asked staring at him the guys closer to hear them now curious who the guy was with his two buddies behind him looking just as shocked to see her.

 

"I'm here working on a case with my friends you remember Bryce Donovon and Travis Holden." He said as the guys waved back at her she smiled and waved back. "I'm so glad I ran into you. I tried to call you but you changed your number. I tried to drop in to see you but you moved and changed jobs. I've been trying to find you for weeks after I left. I can't believe your actually in front of me right now. The guys were now standing behind the girls Ryder wrapping his hands around Ellie. Killian stopped and grabbed a drink to share with Tris still watching the guy that gave him the bad vibe with Eli and Nate. Zain and Hunter nodding a hello to the other guys on the other side of Ellie who was giving him the glare for him to burst into flames. 

 

 "Really? Why? That makes no sense?" Tris asked looking at him like he grew two heads. "Well I was searching for you to tell you how wrong and stupid I was. I thought I need something new like a new job. I wanted you to come with me and when you said you didn't want to leave. I felt like I had still had to go. It took a whole week to realize how wrong and stupid it was to leave you and another week to try to get back to you only to find out you had left. To a different hospital and once I got to that one they said you left for a more private care job. I have been trying to find you ever since to basically beg for you to forgive me. I'll do anything for you to forgive me and take me back." He said low enough but still EVERYONE heard it. Killian taking this time to come wrapping his arms around her waist. "Here baby, I got us a drink. Hey man how you guys doing. Killian Jones." He said with a smile and his hand stretched out as he surrounded his body around Tris's.

 

"Killian, guys his is Bryce Donovon, Travis Holden and my ex-boyfriend who left me to find better things Jace Morgan. These guys are all Doctors and are going to be working in town for a while on a few cases. Guys you remember Ellie this is her boyfriend Ryder Brooks, Hunter Hall, Zain Russo, Nathan Hill, Elijah Moore and my boyfriend Killian Jones." She said taking a drink of the cup Killian had held out to her. "Boyfriend? You have a boyfriend? Can I talk to you for just a minute?" Jace asked trying to grab her arm away from Killian who all but growled and tightened his hold on her his friends scooting in closer not liking some random ex putting his hands on their little sister. 

 

 "Jace whatever you need to say, just say it otherwise you just wasting time. I hide nothing from Killian." She said as Killian kissed her head. "That's right baby." He murmured in her ear. "Tris, I came to ask you for your forgiveness. I was so wrong for the stupid things I said and leaving. It took less than a week to realize going after that new job and making all those changes meant nothing if you weren't there with me. Every time something great happened I couldn't wait to tell you or show you, then I realized you weren't going to be there when I got home and it just gutted my heart out. I know I hurt you when I left I hurt us both and from the bottom of my heart I am so sorry. He said getting a little glossy. 

 

"Well if that's all you were looking for fine you have it. I forgive you Jace. Your heart's conscious is cleared on my end and I hope you have all the better things you were seeking along the way and I hope you are happy." She said as she patted his arm smiling at him. "I wasn't looking just for forgiveness Tris I was looking for you to beg if I had to for you to take me back and give us another chance. You were right about everything even these guys beat the hell out of me. I need you Tris. I am so different than I was before I am a better man I changed, to become stronger like the man you need and deserve to have. Just please think about it." Jace said as Killian was getting angry. 

 

"You come into our town seeking to get with a taken woman right in front of her man. Man do you seriously need your ass beaten again this badly? You had your shot bro and you blew it hard. What makes you think she would be so willing to go straight back to someone who tossed her away to go better his life without her. Let me tell you man there is no better life without her." Killian said getting worked up and a little loud. "YOU don't think I know that? That I didn't figure that the second I left, man really? I just admitted it." Jace starting to get a little loud back. 

 

"Calm down, baby." She said rubbing on his arm that was wrapped around her. He put his nose in her hair and neck and her scent helped calm him down with her light touches. "Jace I forgive you. I want you to have love, laughter, happiness. I want you to have all those better things you were longing for. I want you to have all the different things you thought you needed to have. I want great things for you. Like I have here with Killian. I don't want to give you another shot Jace. You already had a pretty good one and blew it. It hurt me when you left but it was the best thing you did for me because if you didn't I wouldn't have made my little family here. I need them in my life. Turns out I guess maybe we both needed different things. You were right I did find better. Even if we get some rough flat tires down this bumpy road, at least we can change them tires together. Killian showed me what I really need from a man and you showed me what I don't want. You taught me a very important lesson and I am thankful to you for that. We had some great times. I'm glad they happened but I moved on just like you wanted us too. Take care of yourself Jace. Bye guys." She said as they all started to turn and walk away. 

 

"No wait please. Just hear me out. Tris wait!" He said grabbing her arm a little too tight bruising it deeply with his fingers printed into her and yanking her so hard she fell on the floor. "WHAT THE FUCK MAN?! Tris, babe you alright." Killian asked as he quickly helped her up leaning down to her. "I'm fine I scrapped the crap out of my knee and arm hurts but I am fine." She said glaring up in shock at Jace. "Tris I'm so sorry, honey are ok?" He asked trying to reach out to her. Killian fist was so quick he hit him in the face so hard Jace's body flew to the floor. "You better back the fuck up man. I won't play with you. You tried putting your hands on my woman look at her arm asshole." It took a lot of power in that hit to take down a man like Jace he was just a little smaller in height and weight but not much and definitely was Killian equal in muscle. 

 

Tris's arm was now purple bruising with Jace's finger prints on him, she was small but Jace's hands were not. "Tris are you alright?" Jace said trying to come back a little to her, Killian smacked him down again knocking him back. "Stay down bitch. You aint getting near her again. You ever try to put your hands on her again you going to be waking up in the hospital." Killian said as his friends tried to pull him back all angry at the man in front of them. "What the fuck is your problem man. Woman told you nicely no to your advances and you put your hands up on her?" Eli yelled back him. "The minute a man raises his hands to a woman he is no longer a man." Killian added as Tris came in front of him. "Kills calm down. Look at me I'm ok. Let's just go before this gets into something bad and people start calling the cops." She whispered to him as he looked down at her and was instantly calming down. "Take me home, please." She asked looking at him pleading with him with her eyes. "Whatever you want Tristiana." He said as he picked her up by the thighs wrapping her legs around his waist carrying her to the car as she put her head in his neck for the first time since she got bullied she was scared. Scared of the man who once claimed to love her and never hurt but has twice now. What a night she thought to herself.

 

Coming in the door after everyone calmed down and drove off. He came and put an icepack on her arm, and cleaned the scratches on her knees, and palms. Killian still upset over someone trying to hurt her. "Hey, it's not ok that it happened but it's ok. I am right here with you. Right where I was probably always meant to be." She said with a smile. "There aint no probably about it. You was always meant to be here. I'm sorry I didn't protect you better form his crazy ass." He said holding both her hands. "What are you talking about Jace is built like you a big mountain and you knocked him flat on his back twice." She laughed out in shock.

 

 "He still hurt you though." He said sadly. "You can't be sorry for someone else's actions I don't think he did this on purpose, but that doesn't mean it's ok he left his actions get the best of him of either." She mumbled the last part but he heard and smiled. "You are right baby. So now that we are locked up and cleaned up. I seem to see that we are through the door. If you're not to banged up or emotional tapped out I seem to remember that ass and this beautiful body on my list of things to do tonight." He said wiggling his eyebrows at her. Making her laugh as he picked her up bridal style and rushed her quickly into the bedroom both laughing hard all the way there.

 

He wasted no time in smashing his mouth to hers and getting them undressed quickly. "How are you so fast?" She laughed out. Been like seventeen years baby." He said to her like he thought she knew that. "Wait are you serious?" She asked. "Yup, had Ari about ending nineteen maybe twenty years of age. Didn't even think of anything else since." He said looking deep in her eyes. "Your shot still good right?" He asked in between kisses. "You want me to wrap up?" He asked quickly. "Couldn't hurt." She said smiling better safe than sorry. She wasn't even sure where he pulled a condom out so fast and was already on. He couldn't control himself anymore. "Are you sure this is ok?" He asked a little nervous looking for any hesitation on her side. She just responded by bringing him down to her and smashing her lips back to his. 

 

 

He thrusted into her. She had to wince and breathe he was a lot bigger than she thought he would be. "You good, baby. I'm only half way you need a minute?" He asked knowing it's been long time for them both. She looked at him crazy half way this big. Oh god lord she was going to split in half she thought to herself. "Keep going baby." She purred out as music to his ears driving him to go in deeper. He was slowly moving in and out of her as if he was savoring her body. "Fuck Tris you so tight. Feeeel sooo fucking good." He moaned out arms and body shaking a little inside her. All he could hear were her sweet little moans and cries encouraging him to keep hitting all the right spots he was hitting. His pace picked up. Knowing full well that neither of them were going to last long h reached down and inserted two more fingers inside her while he was still thrusting into her, using his thumb to rub over and massage her clit. 

 

"Fuck, Kills it's too much." She cried out just edging him on to go quicker. "Fuck. Killian." She whined as her orgasm hit her strong and by surprise. She couldn't help the name that she cried out now next. "Fuck Daddy." He stopped looking straight down at her. Eyes dark in lust. Pulling out of her in every way. "What you call me?" He asked in a dark voice. "I'm sorry, it just came out." She rushed out trying to get her vision straight and her legs to stop twitching. He flipped her over quickly to her hands and knees. "Is this hurting you?" He asked her aware of the little injuries she just acquired. "No." "No, what?" He demanded. As he slammed into her, tugging on her hair. "No Killian!" She purred out. "Nope, you know what I want I hear". He said as he pulled a little tighter smacking her ass cheek and thrusting into a little harder this time. "No Daddy." She cried out. "Fuck, that's right baby. Moan for Daddy." He said pounding into her. Sitting her up right so they were both on their knees one hand still tugging on her hair one on her throat kissing her up and down her mouth and her neck leaving hickies all over her back and bottom neck. 

 

"God you drive me nuts baby. You take Daddy so well. Let me hear that sweet voice baby. Let everyone hear who's loving you baby." He said as he went in deeper and faster hitting her in all the right ways, in all the right places she never felt anything like it before. He suddenly stopped and flipped her back over to her back and drug her down to the end of the bed where her butt was practically falling off as he stood up straight and pulled her legs bent up to the side of her chest and looked down so he had a clear view of him smashing into her with each thrust so he could the whole things all her juice flowing all over him as he slid in and out. 

 

He bent over just a little to kiss her than his hand found its way back to her clit. "Keep your eyes on daddy baby." He said in a growl as he was showing her no mercy. Somehow they both got so caught up in the moment, it was almost as if the whole world had shifted. Somehow looking into each other's eyes was sinking them deeper. "Killian?" She called out in a question. "It's ok baby. I feel it to." He whispered lovingly to her as they both exploded right after the words were said both shaking trying to catch their breath. He got up got rid of the condom and came back and washed her up with the rag. "Killian?" She looked at him lovingly and still with the questioning look on her face. He pulled her into him to cuddle and be tucked in the side he brought her chin up to look in his eyes as they were both naked cuddled together. "I feel it to baby. I love you." He kissed her lips sweetly and held her close to him, as she drifted off quickly to sleep. He was smiling deeply. Never in his whole life has he ever feel the whole world shift before that wasn't for his daughter. This was something more deeper than he thought possible, and he would be damned to just let go of something so incredible. What are you doing to me Tris?