Is this really really a six year old? But somehow I can relate to it, when i was still the only child everybody smiled with hidden intention, it was scary somehow but i got used to it."Theus, you'll get used to it" "But... I don't want to" "You have to... you can't have everything you want in this world" " I'm scared and I can't tell mom she also smiles like that... I don't have anybody" I smiled"You can have me" Theus eyes widen and smiled at me "Really? Thank you big sister" he hugged me
"Hahaha I'll be here for you" "I really thought thatyou don't like me because you never smiled and your eyes were full of sadness" "Don't worry I like you my brother".Yes, it's true i was envious of him, i tried my best to ignore him,dad and his wife as could, it was not him that i despised it was dad.
I comforted him for a while and walked around the garden to get some fresh air.It was peaceful it felt like we were siblings with loving family.On this day forth i shall protect Theus until that day comes.... where I have to leave this family, now that i think about it that day is surely near.