Chp.50: There were reasons.

Robert was set to conquer back his kingdom. He was planning how to do it since he first met Gwen after leaving his own kingdom.

Leaving his family, his soldiers and his motherland behind, he felt as though he was nothing but a coward.

There was anger that was increasing inside his heart and despair that made him feel like he was stuck a place from where he could never escape, along with the pride and smartness that was of no use now.

He lost connections with all the soldiers in Jidir and wanted to desperately figure out a way back home. He had almost given up on living. Although while working as the waiter in that small bar restaurant made him a few decent money that wasn't what would keep him going.

Until he met Gwen. A strong and charming witch, who never once doubted her own abilities. She knowingly or unknowingly became his source of inspiration. She became the reason why he looked forward to winning back his own kingdom and becoming the king.