Love is a mistake

roses are red.

violets are dying.

but inside I'm crying. outside I'm happy.

outside I'm smiling. but inside I'm sad. but now it's pain.

love was there.

memories were beautiful. memories are there. but they are starting to fade. might heal. broken inside. and forgotten outside. used to have value. used to be seen.

but now are painful.

the heart aches. the wounds are painful.

but the marks will remain. tears are floating.

like a dark sea.

the eyes see. and the heart feels.

but now all has changed.

a face can lie.

but the heart won't. tried to run. but I couldn't hide.

tried to laugh.

but I only cried.

tried to be happy.

but I was only sad. silence brings pain.

and every storm is on memory lane.

drove a plane.

but I always failed.

thought I'd be happy.

but I guess I have to let go. cause happiness never wanted me. sadness always accepted me. and the ring of joy brings me tears. I guess not everyone can be happy. like a loved flower.

that bloems in each and every season.

it never dies.

just like the love that they feed it with.

the luck I have. to be sad all the time.