danger II

"we are finally alone.. come and take a seat. i want to talk..."

"But the bomb...?"

"did you send me in the bomb academy? i don't think so. there's no bomb... don't worry.."

"You are still planning to kill me, right?"

"of course, mother. so, i think this is the first we meet after ten-long years... did i miss you??"

"Maria... I....."

"speechless, i figured that would happen. then, let me tell you something i feel.. ten years all alone in an empty house waiting for no one, and dying of hunger. you left me for dead.... i had to steal, eat leftovers... the first thing i learnt from life wasn't reality, but death. i spent three years searching for you.. i encountered so many danger on the way, now, everything seems like a fairy world.... i was almost raped, almost killed, almost eaten..and the list continues. nearing my nineth birthday, i was kidnapped and enslaved by a big fat rich who loved cute girls. i miraculously survived this shit, because i had myself... i ate the fat rich heart. that's how i survived. and along the way, i couldn't make a single friend. i couldn't have love and i couldn't have you. ten years it took me, to realize that i was to myself.. i'm fourteen and i don't view my future as enriching.. i'll make it more murderous... i lost father and i will soon lose my mother, that's a fact.. so, tell me, what are you feeling??"

...

a sad life, indeed.. but my life... and i'm proud i survived.. it wasn't someone else but me. i saved myself.. i have only myself...