butterflies

" You heard me " .

A loud scream came from the living room , or the kitchen , it could be from the garden , Sandra was not sure as she felt her head heavy , eyes still closed she was unable to open them , it was even quite hard to breath , she couldn't talk either .

" Are you okay ? you look like you didn't sleep for a week " .

This voice is quite familiar to her , it was a female voice , she could not recognize it but it was familiar to her " w-what ? " she said almost above a whisper , eyes still closed . She can feel the hard ground under her yet she couldn't move .

" I'm not going to repeat myself , not to you " .

Now that's another voice , it was a male voice , more precisely an old man voice , she still don't know the owner of the voice yet , heck , she doesn't even know where she is right now .

" Hope you get better though , you know I can't live without you" .

"John ? " again she whispered , now she managed to open her eyes , yet all she saw was blurry white and purple lights around her , she felt dizzy again so she closed them back .

" I think you forgot something , you are the one who asked me to come " .

"What " she now recognize the voice , it was her , but how ? she opened her eyes again the Vision is still blurry but she can see what's around her , she is in a room , a room with white walls and purple table along with white chair with purple flowers around the room , she is not sure if the flowers are drawings on the walls or they are actually put around the room , she is lying on a purple carpet , although she tried to move but she couldn't as if something was pulling her into the ground . She still heat talking , it look like a lot of people are talking at once yet it's the same voices over and over .

" I have always been depending on you , but that doesn't mean I can't go by myself ! " again it was her . She couldn't understand how she is talking to someone while literally lying here .

" I love you "

" well I don't "

She opened her eyes again , the room was all black , there was no source of light coming in any way , Sandra was scared she finally got up " hello ? " she said voice shaking " hello ! " she screamed until she saw a little light coming from afar , it was a butterfly .

the butterfly flew to her and landed on her hand , it was blue with little drawings of black , it was shining , the butterfly flew again causing Sandra to fallow along . they start getting close to a door , Sandra was confused , she doesn't know where she is at the moment but somehow she trust that butterfly , once she arrived at the door she opened it to find her room , not the room she is sleeping in John's house no , her room when she was young she sat on the bed recalling memories , some memories she don't want to remember .

ever.

again.

" wake up ! you lazy lady ! " John pulled away her covers as Sandra shot her eyes open , she was on the couch sleeping with some book over her lap , John was laughing at her , " what's so funny ? " she deadpan " you " he said while walking to the kitchen " I made breakfast and lunch since it is past 12 pm now " "what ? what time is it ? " she said getting off the couch " it's 1:30 pm " John said grabbing an apple " I brought some fruit you can have some " he add " did you wash it ? " she said crossing her arms " did you wash your face ? " John added sassily , Sandra rolled her eyes at him walking to the bathroom to wash up , once she is back she found John wearing his boots , the once that he wears when he want to go off to an adventure .

" Thank you for washing them , they look new ! he said with a happy grin on his face " Sandra smiled at the view " yeah , it wasn't very pleasing to the eye to see such a beautiful boots getting dirty " Sandra said " where you going ? " she add leaning to the wall , Jhon looked up from his shining boots to see Sandra waiting for an answer " to .... an ... adventure ? " he said confused " yeah I know , I'm asking where " Sandra said casually " you never asked me where I'm going before " he said , more shocked them confused Sandra then raised an eyebrow at him , " so ? " she said .

Well he was right , Sandra never asked where he will be going , even when he tells her by himself all she says is " whatever " or " yeh cool " , he knew she is not interested in whatever he goes , yet here she is , asking him .

" To the hills , there is a woman who is in need of help , there's a theif that comes and takes her belongings , he cames three nights on a raw , she is too weak to stop him , she send me a letter last night , today I'm planning to stay at her house until the thief comes back to catch him " he explained .

" Can I go with you ? " Sandra asked , now he is more shocked than before " what ? " he said with wide eyes " there is nothing to do and I'm kinda bored here all alone " she explained " I won't bother you " she said .

" y-yeah sure " John said " I will wait for you to get ready " he add , Sandra smiled at him and went to get ready .

that was strange .

way too strange.

it was even strange for Sandra herself how come she is suddenly interested in where Jhon's is going ? well yeah , she feels bored , but usually she take some walks in the woods , admiring the beautiful nature , it brought her peace . And now she suddenly asking permission to join John to whereever he is going , wow .

Maybe because of that weird dream she have seen , maybe because she saw her room that brought back her past memories that she wish not to remember .

maybe she is trying to forget so she wants to join John .

Maybe .