Chapter 4

Capítulo 4

PVO: Blake

Viajamos en mi auto ya que Andrew no fue traído por una chica

-¿Qué le pasó a Nadia?

"Nada", le digo secamente, "¿Por qué la abrazaste y ella te dio un beso en la mejilla?"

-No te pongas así, no nos llevamos bien, sabes que he estado enamorado de Nora desde el bachillerato, ¿qué pasó porque la tratas así? -

-¿Qué diablos te importa? -Digo que no debería haberle hablado así.

-El amigo vence al otro, no siempre puedes tenerlo dentro de ti, nos dolió a todos, yo viví contigo todo el dolor, la niña no tiene la culpa, no te das cuenta que así lo empeora todo -

Tenía razón, era un idiota con ella

"Tienes razón", le digo con sinceridad.

-Me alegra saber que tienes que venir a buscarla por la mañana. La invité a que viniera a la playa con todos -

-¿Pero por qué?-

-Ella no tiene amigos y es hora de que hables con alguien y no la hagas sufrir te gusta-

Después de llegar a casa y acostarme, esas palabras están en mi cabeza toda la noche.

PVO: Nadia

Este chico es muy extraño pienso mientras estoy acostado en la cama porque me besa y luego no me habla

Mi movil suena

Desconocido

Espero que duermas bien, lo siento dije que era mentira

En ese momento supe que era el

Por desconocido:

No pasa nada, entiendo cómo puedes sentirte molesto.

Llega un mensaje después de enviar el mío

Blake

No hiciste nada que no te moleste, descansa hermosa nos vemos mañana :), un beso adiós pitufo.

Después de leer su mensaje, me recordó tanto a alguien que seguí pensando en lo que dije y me quedé dormido.

PVO: Blake

-Arriba -Oigo a Andrew

-A la mierda Andrew, déjame dormir-

-Mmm déjame pensarlo, no arriba -

I have no choice but to get up low in "pajamas" to the kitchen

-What are you doing like that? -

-As well as? -I do not know what he's talking about

-You have to go for Nadia or you forgot-

Shit I forgot

-No Of course not, but why did you invite her? -

-Because I know you like her presence-

-That's a lie -

-When are you going to give yourself up at once that is not a lie, brother, I know you very well, you smile when you are with her, when she is with another boy you are jealous, you send her messages to see if she is okay, friend do not say no You feel nothing for that girl, you don't hate her and you know it, when you're with that girl your eyes shine.

The worst thing is that everything she said about her is right but I can not I can not put her in my life shit

-What are you saying? I don't like it, you don't know anything -

-It's worse than that and you know it friend you are in love-

-But what bullshit you say, Blake Williams never falls in love-

-Uncle, you are not made of stone, you saved her life, you send her messages I repeat it again, you laugh and smile when you are with her and you want to kiss all the time -

But how can he be so right

-How do you know that? -Is the only that i can say

-Brother, when you get drunk you let go of everything as if you were a parrot friend -

-I can't allow myself to fall in love, I can't and if she leaves like ...-

She won't let me finish, she's right in everything she says but I can't allow that

-Quiet friend, leave that, we are going to enjoy this day go change and while he called Nadia to bring a sleeping bag-

-Will she stay to sleep? -

-Of course in your store -

By God if he does that I won't be able to control myself

-No Andrew please that don't don't do that -

-Well, you prefer mine or Erick's-he does it to bite me

"I'm sure he'll be better off in the girls' one." He starts to laugh. "What happened?" -

-You are a jealous guy-

-What? -

-You're jealous- I start hitting him as a joke, I would be unable to really hit him

-Come upstairs to change or you will be late -

PVO: Nadia

I wake up to the sound of the mobile, I take it without looking

-MMM yes? -

-They didn't tell you not to pick up the phone without looking at who is small -

-No haha, but it's you, how did you wake up? -

-Great but I was calling you to tell you that in half an hour Ander is going to look for you and take a small sleeping bag-

-No no Ander no please come your no, he doesn't like me -

-That's a lie, I'll pick you up and I'll give you one of the sleeping bags -

-Good bye Andrew-

-Chao small -

Why with him? No other person could come

I'm thinking shit it's been 10 minutes since he called me, he's going to pick me up now

I get up quickly and I go to the shower I roll in the towel and looked for what to wear, the doorbell rings

-Shit -I start to get sick how I'm going to go down so he will laugh at me, I decide to go down.

I open the door

-Mm hello -I say with shame

-What are you doing in a towel? -He says laughing

"I didn't have time to change," I say, turning red. "Come on in now," I say, guiding him to the living room.

"You look pretty with a towel," he says and starts to laugh I get much redder -and when you're red too- he yells so I could hear him.

I change quickly, I comb my hair and pick up my phone, I catch it looking at some photos

-Who is he? -asks pointing to the boy in the photo

-My stepbrother Andy and I when I was little before they threw him out of the house.

"I'm sorry," she says with a pity face? leaving the photo on his site.

-Nothing happens -

-And you don't know ... -he didn't let him finish

-We can go Blake, please -I say before.

to start crying that issue hurts me a lot he looks at me and understands

-Yeah come on -

We have been arguing for ten minutes. You will wonder why, this madman thinks that I am going to ride his motorcycle with the fear that they give me.

-Please come we're late-

-We will arrive later if we kill ourselves in that thing, why don't we go in my car? -

-Because you have it fixing - she says laughing, shit is right

-Come on please -she says approaching

-Okay okay -I say before he kisses me

We ride, he gives me a helmet and puts on another

-I said because you were wearing a leather jacket-

"You see," he says laughing, "and let you know that you didn't get rid of my kiss," he says softly, I heard him but I pretend to be crazy.

-What? -

-Not anything you hold on to, I'll start -

He starts to start but he stalls, he does it on purpose, I know because he is laughing.

"You won't let me breathe, put your hands inside the jacket and if not I won't move and press less," he says laughing, and lifting the jacket so that it surrounds his waist.

-Okay -I say sorry

Start the bike, I feel like the air hits my face, it tickles me

I loosen my grip a bit and rest my head on his shoulder, after 1 hour we reach the beach

-We're here pretty, he says, taking off his helmet

My name is cute?

I take off my helmet

It's kind of cold in here, I'm starting to shiver a little.

"Take my jacket, I'm not cold," he says, handing me it.

"No, I can really hold on," I say, handing it back to him, he takes it and puts it over my shoulders.

"I'm hot, and apart from that you look great," he whispers in my ear, I shudder, I turn red.

-Thank you for accepting that I came -

-Well then thanks to you for coming -I don't know why but I throw myself to hug him he tenses but then he hugs me

-Come on, they are waiting, he says, walking, maybe it made him feel bad, I don't know.

We arrived and they were all there, I run out to hug Andrew

-Hi Andrew-I say hugging him

-Hello little one, is it Blake jacket, right? -She says looking at Ander h giggling as he hugs me.

A girl looks at me badly, we started well Nadia

But if I did nothing

-They are Carlota and Nora and you already know him is Erick-

-Hi girls I'm Nadia, hi Erick - I approach Erick and give him a kiss on the cheek.

After talking with the girls for a while, Nora explained to me well, plus Carlota that she was jealous because I thought she was with Andrew but I told her that only with the little time that I know him that I see him more as a brother

-Nadia can you go with Ander for leaves? says Andrew

-Leaves? What for? if we already have fire -

"You just go," he says, approaching Ander.

We are walking

- Andrew - yelled looking ahead.

-Tell me little one-.

-The next time you make up a better excuse - I say laughing and Ander joins.

After 20 minutes

20 minutes in silence, pure silence, only the sound of the birds, and the boiling.

I decide to break the silence.

-I don't know where my brother is, I used to see him secretly, when my adoptive parents were not at home he would come and bring me things but I haven't seen him for years -

-Nadia you didn't need to tell me-

-I needed to tell it, and although sometimes you are a bit edge, I trust you - I say kicking a stone.

-I'm sorry to be an edge, I don't pretend to be, but he comes out on my own, you have no idea where he can be? -we sat on a log

-Not the last time I saw him he said that he was going to Italy, Rome specifically, to finish his studies, my adoptive parents were not interested in having their son close and less close to me-

"I'm very sorry," he says, hugging me is rare for him.

-It does not matter he is already overcome, or so I think- I whisper the last thing so that he does not hear me, but I think he managed to hear it because he hugs me tighter against his chest -I can confess something-

"Sure," he says, separating himself a little from me.

-It sounds like I've seen it before -

-Maybe you saw me on the street -he says without importance

-I'm not saying when I was little, don't you have a brother? -

-I don't have any brother -he says seriously

-I'm sorry I didn't want to bother you, can we go? -

"You didn't bother me, let's go," he says, helping me up.

The boys and the girls arrived together. Ander has his arm around my shoulders.

We sit together and I rest my head on his shoulder.

"Te tomó mucho tiempo", dice Erick mirando a su hermana ya Nora.

-¿Se llevan mejor chicos? - dice Andrew apareciendo detrás de nosotros y sentado entre Nora y yo.

-Puedes decir eso - empiezo a decir y Ander termina de hablar

-Se puede decir que si nos llevamos mejor, la chica fresa y yo-dice mirándome y riendo

"No soy la chica fresa", le digo riendo y dándole un pequeño empujón.

-Bueno, la chica elegante -

Lo miro y levanta las manos en modo de defensa.

- Tranquila bonita - susurra en mi oído me pongo rojo de nuevo - te ves muy linda cuando te pones roja - me susurra de nuevo

Ya me arde la cara, escondo la cabeza en su pecho para que no se burle de mí.

(...)

Luego se fueron todos a dormir yo duermo con las chicas, pero no duermo, salgo sin hacer ruido y me siento en la arena, al lado de la orilla.

-Las estrellas son lo suficientemente brillantes, ¿no crees? - Miro hacia atrás y Andrew está detrás de mí mirando más estrellas.

-La verdad es que si - se sienta a mi lado

-¿Crees que les agrado a las chicas? -

"A todos nos agradas, pequeña, no te preocupes por eso", dice abrazándome.

Pasamos media hora mirando más estrellas.

-Vamos a dormir, es tarde- digo levantándome

Se pone de pie detrás de mí.

-Descansa niña, y danos a todos paciencia, somos un grupo, como decirlo raro-

- Me parecéis todos muy amables -

-Tú también, y ten más paciencia con Blake, escúchame-

Me abraza y entra en su tienda, yo me meto en la mía y me duermo al instante.