Elizabeth I’m sorry I was in hurry so I’ve didn’t see you – he apologetic say, but I don’t mind him instead I walk away.
“waiiit” as he grab the hem of my shirt that force me to face him, I raise my left brow and said nothing..
“ It’s just that I wanted to invite you for a snack, if its okay to you?” he shyly requested, yet still not moving and watching him how he mumbled those words. Inside of me telling that I should try hanging out feel the outside world but the half of me says I shouldn’t trust anyone perhaps they it’ll be your friends today and enemy tomorrow – I’m scared with that idea.
“If you’re not comfortable to come around with me it’s okay. But I’m hoping that one day we can be friends. can we?” I still have no response from his compose, still unmovable on the other side.
“Okay, I think I must leave now sorry for being an annoyance Beth.” as he step backward and turn away.
“Beth” I mumble slowly why does it sound good on him.
I hope to you see again, maybe that next time I have the courage to befriend you.
I wish I have the strength to tell someone that I wanted to have friends, a someone that I can cry on, someone that will listen to my heartaches and stories, I wish I have one.
Axel. I also hope so.
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“Beth” someone suddenly call me. If you don’t mind can I sit beside you. I don’t give any response or permission he just suddenly sit beside me.
“what are you reading” I just raise my book so he can read the title.
“You know what you’re so very silent and why does you don’t hang out with others,..
Hmm I’m sorry maybe you are not just that comfortable with others presence perhaps you have the trust issue same as mine. “and that word trust issue caught my attention I slowly held my chin high so I can see him and when he saw my face he smiles lightly.
“Yeah, trust issue, you know why I have that kind of”
“I know everyone knows about it, but yeah let me tell you. Once Sammy was my past girlfriend and he cheated on me with my bestfriend. You see my very own bestfriend was like more than a brother to me betrayed me.“ he story sadly and speaketh not after that
“you know what Axel trust not and your good” I said and pick all my stuff and leave him hanging.
“And also if you are trying to befriend with me because of the same issue that we have you better not cause I don’t need someone’s pity”
“Wait. Elizabeth how come you know my name?”
“Don’t tell me-“
“then I wont” I reply