My name is Samkelisiwe Nzama and I live in a place that is not as safe as yours. Am only seventeen and I have seen trouble to last me for a life time. My dad let’s just say he works at local school and my mom a nearby firm. Where I live you dare not shine to. I do not leave the house.

Now I sit here alone and am scared. I am not sure if am depressed. I mean am not sad but am not exactly happy either. I can laugh, joke and smile but sometimes when am alone at night I forget how to feel. The journey of Samkelisiwe Nzama was not meant for human eye. I was the unnoticed, I was the unnoticeable soul. The more I laughed was the more time I spent with my eyes closed in this journey. But the dark cloud will finally disappear and I will walk towards reality in the soft light of dusk.

With this I welcome you to The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama. My days are full of victory for I win every day. I am sure I would find it funny if an ant came looking for me. THIS STORY IS DEEP AND DOMESTIC [WARNING]THE CONTENT OF THIS STORY MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR SENSTIVE READERS.

The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama

But I was in my zone of being brave. I had to just take a step in this journey, whether small or large. And repeat the same process day after day. I soul knew that it would take months, years but the path of the Journey of Samkelisiwe Nzama would be clear. I had me be fore’s. Nature delivered me to a space where my blood flew right upon the sky. 


Res life was good, I made new friends meet new very nice people and I just could forget about everything! I mean everything. I felt like home was cursed. I felt like home was not where I was supposed to be. I felt like home has rejected me. It didn’t feel like home any more but rather a place of pain and sorrow. 


I got a call from a former classmate and asked if we should meet for lunch. It happened and we meet! I told her everything I went through everything and she couldn't hardly believe how I was able to hide the pain so perfectly that no one noticed. 
