The next morning, I woke up early and she was still sleeping. I started working on the designs and presentation, while she was all curled up in my bed. My brain was at war. I was confused as hell as. What should I do? The shit got real.
Workload is increasing. I am not worried about that. I am worried about her. The things, she is going through right now. Or the things, we will go through; in this coming nine months. They are going to test our relationship.
I know I am no saint; I have my ex lurking in the shadows. Hers too. As soon as I make a mistake, he will come back. I can’t blame her, if she chooses him over me. She needs my support, more than anything.
I closed my laptop and went outside. I need to talk to someone, at least to clear my head. I took my Audi and started driving, with no specific destination in mind.