{Delilah}
Today was my due date. When I was about to deliver my baby. I walked into his room; it was all ready for him. Toys; crib; clothes. I even bought shoes for my new born. But alas! My baby was not with me. He is in heaven now.
I missed him, every single day. Before conceiving, I never knew I had those maternal feelings in me. I always wanted to have kids. But that emotion... was surreal. Feeling him kicking inside, whenever he was happy. Whenever his daddy came home, to us.
The way he used to wake me up in the middle of the night, if he was hungry. And constant craving for sugar. I hope you are happy baby, wherever you are. I walked near to his crib and sat down. This room always reminded me of him. I took his couple of toys and slept on the floor, weeping.