Natasha

Natasha (POV)

Almost a year have passed since that failure.

After the Moon's Blessing was over, I literally wanted to cry. I couldn't get over the fact that I actually let go of such a cheat-like opportunity.

I didn't want to repeat that mistake again, so I frantically searched and experimented on everything that occured in the story.

I was quite confused, everything seems to be the same. But why? Why was that event different?

I'm the author, I'm like the goddess of knowledge in this world for goodness sake. Yet, I couldn't answer. I couldn't answer the question that I made myself.

It's stupid, right? It's incomprehensible.

The moon is beautiful, should have been the right answer, but it didn't work.

I got depressed for over a week, before recovering. I don't have time to waste, I'm still a child at the moment so I need to be ahead of the genius characters of this world.

They will awaken at the age of 10, though some who are older have already awakened, but still.

As I recovered from my depressed state, I finally met my knight! I was extremely happy, It's as if everything that happened was just a dream, my knight, was one of my priority.

Luke Windsor, the name of my knight. He came from an Earl Household, a bit inferior to my household. However, our family is really close with each other.

In the story, he is Rena, my little sister's childhood sweetheart. A proud knight whom I really admire.

At this current time, he have not started his practice yet. He will be trained by his father to brandish a sword everyday, however I knew, I knew that his training has no significant worth. His true talent lies in his martial arts and hand-to-hand combat.

I could advice him to not train with his sword, but I won't. He needs to discover it on his own, like how it should be. I can't afford to cause a big change in the timeline, unless it benefits me.

The heroine, she was the one who met with my knight, she comforted him and gave him courage.

I'm sorry, I created this novel or game so I could insert myself as the heroine, the female protagonist.

You can be my friend, but all of them will be mine. The character I created as the heroine was based by my own self.

One could interpret, that the heroine is the second me. Similar to the story, I would comfort Luke on his depressing time, and in no time, he will fall for me.

There is only a month left. The Rising Sun's Blessing, this time, for sure, I won't fail. I can't afford to fail!

Natasha Bluerose, in other words, me. I can be compared to the talents of this world, after a month of hard work I awakened my magic.

The process was quite crude and tedious if you compare it to the magical power that came from the moon.

Still, it was enough. And most of all, I'm a dual-element wielder. I wield both Ice and Water.

I didn't hide my talent to my family. And of course, when they found out, they were extremely surprised and happy.

I only told them this so that I could have teachers from the kingdom to teach me magic. I know magic, but it doesn't mean that the advice and the experience of this world's expert can be ignored.

Just like that, months have passed. My strength? Hehe.

Oh my, no one saw me grinning, right? Well, in simple words. I'm pretty strong.

Although it's not that exaggerated that I could beat my teachers, however in terms of kids that has been awakened for like... two or three years?

Humph, why did I compare myself to them. They don't even deserve to lick my feet.

My father, I already call the Marquis as such. Since he feels that I can handle myself not to commit any mistakes, he freely let me do what I want.

To prepare for the upcoming events, I ordered someone to purchase flame cores en masse. My father didn't question me, which I greatly appreciated.

I could confidently say that I was focused on training my magic and expanding my magic capacity, but I also focused on interacting with my knight, Luke.

We played a lot, it was quite boring. I have to endure, he is my soon-to-be knight after all. He is really cute, but I didn't have any other thoughts.

The act of lusting a child is very low, I despise it. I'm just waiting for him to have the appearance like the one in the game. I also asked my father to meet my prince.

He nodded, it's already been a while, yet there are still no news about it. I could understand that it's not easy to meet my prince.

Rena was also present when I'm together with Luke. I didn't have a sister in my last life, and Rena is very cute so I properly took care of her.

Luke is off-limits. I will find her someone that is befitting for her when she grows up.

In the present time, I opened the door from the refiner's place.

I personally 'persuaded' that old man together with my guards to make me a lot of fire resistance charms for me.

He readily agreed of course. Humph, power and authority really do wonders in this world.

When I came in, what I first saw was a little boy with black hair and blue eyes.

"!!!"

This... what is this feeling. As I look into his eyes, I felt as if I was pulled into the abyss.

Strong, so strong! I couldn't sense any trace of magical power on his body, and his age is clearly not met yet. However, my instincts screams that he is far beyond me.

Who is this kid? I don't remember someone like this? If he is this strong at this age, he should have been recognized in the story.

My mind flashed like a kaleidoscope trying to recall any information about this kid, but there were no results.

I looked at the woman on his side. Beautiful, she is extremely beautiful, especially with that lustrous black hair. It can even be compared to my hair in my past life.

But that was not all, her strength... she is a monster! I'm pretty sure that my teachers couldn't even land a blow against this woman.

What the hell?!! Why are such strong individuals appearing all of sudden, and I don't even have any clue about their identity.

The woman is quite familiar, but it should not be her, since the event was over quickly after I left, and her hair should be gold...

I was screaming in shock inside, but I didn't let it show on my face.

"...Can I ask your name?"

I gulped, it was already very hard for me to maintain eye to eye contact.

I chose to ask the little boy, the woman seems to be subservient to him.

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(AN: You can ask me if you have anything you want to clarify about the novel. I'm just gonna say that although our heroine is like this, she will eventually be the MC's woman, it's just a matter of time.

Have you guys read of those strong female protagonists in a lot of novels that will eventually have a reverse-harem? They are usually so cool and whatnot right? Well, in this novel I want to break that so-called cool woman.

Don't worry, she won't be touched, she is only left for the MC after all. The heroines will resist for her dream, but it's futile. The outcome is already written in the stars, it's her fate.)