Another High

We've been letting this go on for way too long

Pretending that we're fine though it's all wrong

Still when you called it off, took me by surprise

Now I just feel so lost, gotta pay the price

How can I numb the pain, well I don't know

Guess I'm scared to be alone

I'm just getting started, I'm living a lie

I'm pushing my troubles down the line

Afraid to be broken hearted, so every night

I'm running around and 'round to find

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

I'm just getting started, I'm living a lie

I'm pushing my troubles down the line

Afraid to be broken hearted, so every night

I'm running around and 'round to find

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

I'm no good at being on my own

I'll be anyone's tonight who takes me home

'Cause since you called it off, it's an act I play

I try to fill the space, give myself away

I'm looking for a cure, go from door to door

I'm scared to be alone

I'm just getting started, I'm living a lie

I'm pushing my troubles down the line

Afraid to be broken hearted, so every night

I'm running around and 'round to find

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Find another high

Another high - Wasted PenguinzI Lyrics

Thank you

Today after so long I realized that you did me a great favor and that thanks to you I realized that I am a girl who is capable of anything and that although I cannot have your love I have not died and I always love you. I remember with love and although I do not see you I do it in my dreams and I love you very much and thank you for helping myself to find my true path and where I should direct my gaze and the truth is that I am finding a high place for me that is again and I'm enjoying the view from that place and even if I'm still in love with you I don't care if you end up with me or with someone else and even if you fall in love with me again it won't be the same and that's why I thank you that there are thousands of people in the world and that any of them can meet you and I thank you for opening my eyes and looking forward even if it is not with you and today I realize that you were that person that my life needed to realize that my feelings are real and you will always be the boy that me I teach to love from the soul.

Even if you are not my other half of my life it does not mean that we will not see each other in the future maybe our future is not written in stone yet but at least we know that we as best friends if we work and well my love for you only grew more than you imagine but I let you go and you are still in my thoughts but now in a different way, even if I do not see you or have you close, you will always have a part of my heart with you.

With love Gaby.

12/04/20