The Ruination Of Kanagawa: Part 5

Warning: This Chapter contains violence and other themes that may not be suitable for some readers.

*Aya Nakano's POV*

//February 16, 2029//Friday//

I was surprised at what Kazu told me. He was a kind and optimistic person. This was the first time he said those words to me. The Kazu I knew was a gentleman, he treated me right.

Yet right now, what he just said was the complete opposite of his personality.

"Kazu..?"

*CLANG*

"Now that was a lot of hate towards what he just said to you. Sigh… Hmm, maybe that will be one pinky fingernail."

"No! Kazu! Why?! No Please Don't!"

I clenched my fists really hard so that the guy beside me couldn't get my fingernail.

"Oh my, our mademoiselle is quite a fighter."

"Sigh… Well then, I guess I will be getting a part of your skin.

*SPLUURGH*

"AAAAAAAAH!!! IT HURTS! IT HURTS!"

The guy didn't even hesitate to peel the skin on the top of my hand with a sharp knife. I released the grip of my hands, and he held all of my fingers.

"Now you can't clench your fists again when you try to hesitate."

It hurts, it hurts. The top of my hand started to bleed, and blood was flowing all over my hand. It was painful, and I started tearing up.

"Kazu? Why would you do this to me? Please trust me… I'm going to find a way so we can get out safely-."

"SHUT UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT! I GAVE YOU A CHANCE EARLIER AND YOU JUST BLEW IT!!! I WAS FUCKING SURPRISED THAT MY GOOD-FOR-NOTHING GIRLFRIEND WHO RELIES ON TO ME ALL THE TIME GOT CAUGHT!!! JUST GO AND FUCKING KILL YOURSELF IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME! I SAVED YOU ONCE AND YOU WASTED IT! NOW GIVE ME THE FUCKING CHANCE TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE YOU GOOD-FOR-NOTHING PIECE OF SHIT!!!"

"Oh my, calm down monsieur..."

"SHUT UP!!!"

Kazu was a completely different person. I know that I am a worthless person, but hearing those thoughts that I have coming from him really hurts.

*CLANG* *CLANG*

"Well, that was quite a harsh speech there… Oh, I know what that will cost."

The pliers the guy was holding were right between my index finger. I started panicking and tried struggling desperately from my seat by stomping the floor and rocking the chair that I was sitting on back and forth.

"NO STOP IT!!! STOP! STOP!!!"

"Now that will cost your finger.

*SNAP*

"AAAAAHHHH!!!"

It hurts, it hurts, it fucking hurts! This bastard snapped my index finger. My finger was gone, It was FUCKING GONE! I'm feeling dizzy. I am losing consciousness.

"Oi… I don't want you to lose consciousness right now."

*SLAP*

He slapped me in the face really hard. It hurts, my hand hurts, my face hurts, everything hurts! The place where my index finger was felt numb.

"HAHAHAHAHA! HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING PIECE OF SHIT?!"

"Kazu…"

I don't want to tell him to die. I deserve this pain he is giving to me. I am a worthless person. I deserve this, I deserve this, I deserve this…

*CLANG*

"Hmm… Maybe a fingernail this time"

*SNAP*

"AAAAAAHHHH!!! IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS!!! IT HURTS SO MUCH KAZU!!! PLEASE DON'T DO THIS!!!"

The fingernail on my thumb got peeled by this guy. The floor was being covered by my blood slowly, and my heart started to beat rapidly. I am losing my mind, I want to get out, I want to get out.

I WANT TO GET OUT!!!

"Oh my! Ms. Beautiful Girl is in a lot of pain!"

I want to save Kazu. I will not tell him to die. That will cost Kazu's life. I love him. I love him. I will not kill the person I love.

"JUST FUCKING DIE YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!"

*SNAP*

"AAAAAAHHHH!!! IT HUUURTS!!!"

But slowly, a part of me thinks that the position that I am in was really unfair.

*CLANG* *CLANG*

"Sigh… This girl is a tough one, and I like her perseverance…"

Time passed, my whole body was covered with blood, and my clothes were ripped into pieces.

The guy who has been torturing me had amputated all of my toes, and my fingernails on my right were all pulled off. There are also some parts of my skin that were peeled off as time passed by.

I don't even know how am I still alive at this point.

It feels like this was going on for an eternity. My body was going numb, and I am feeling cold shivers around my body. The melody of the piano kept on playing, and it didn't even help me one bit.

The sound was calming, but it was making me go insane. The laughter of the person I loved desperately trying to kill me so he could get out of this place. So this was what their leader was talking about.

Maybe I never really knew the real Kazu.

"JUST DIE ALREADY YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!! THAT IS WHAT YOUR WORTH IN THIS WORLD IS!! TO DIE SO I CAN GET TO LIVE!!!"

I'm tired. I want to live, but at the same time, I want to help Kazu. He kept on repeating the same words every time I get to endure the torture this guy beside me was giving me.

Meanwhile, on the other side of where Kazu is, he was just shaking there with the tall slender man dancing around to the music of the piano.

*CLANG* *CLANG*

"I like you, Aya. Maybe you really love your boyfriend all along."

The guy with the mask beside me got a cleaver and sharpened it with a whetstone. I tried struggling again desperately, and the ropes that were tied to my wrists began giving me bruises.

"But what if I amputate your left leg?"

"NO STOP IT! PLEASE STOP IT! HAVE MERCY-!"

*CHOP* *CHOP*

"AAAAAHHHH!!! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!! PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!!!"

I'm tired… I want to live… Tears have been falling off my face for a very long time. Some of it has even dried out. I am exhausted, and my mind can't think straight anymore.

"YES AYA!!! ONE MORE LIMB AND YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!!!"

*CLANG* *CLANG*

The sound of metal with the pliers that the guy beside me was holding. The humming of the tall slender man while he was dancing around. The melody of the piano, and the curses my boyfriend was saying in front of me.

My ears were ringing, and I could hear my heart beating rapidly. My blood was mixed with my sweat all around my shaking body. I am sick of it. I am sick of it. I am sick of it.

I AM FUCKING SICK AT ALL OF THESE THINGS!!!

"FUCK YOU KAZU!!!"

The eyes of the people who are with me in this room began to widen. My blood was really boiling, and I couldn't hold back any longer.

"I TRIED TO BE A FUCKING GOOD GIRLFRIEND TO YOU!!! I KNOW I AM WORTHLESS BUT I DO NOT DESERVE THIS FUCKING TREATMENT YOU PIECE OF SCUM! FUCK YOU! YOU HAD PLEASURE SEEING ME SUFFERING ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS GLASS FUCK YOU! GO TO HELL!!! I HOPE I DIDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO MEET A PIECE OF SHIT LIKE YOU!!! I HOPE YOU DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH! I HOPE THAT YOU WILL-!"

*STAB*

The tall slender man didn't hesitate to stab Kazu in his heart with his hand. Blood was coming from Kazu's mouth, and the man pulled his hand off Kazu's chest

*SPLUUUURGHH*

Blood was splashing everywhere on the glass from where the tall slender man stabbed him. It was Kazu's blood. I killed Kazu. I am the one who killed him. I am a murderer. I won, am I right? Will I get out of this place?

*SPLAT*

"AAAAAAHHH!!!"

I was horrified by what I saw in front of me. Kazu's head was used to wipe off the blood on the glass. His lifeless eyes, and mouth that is wide open. It was terrifying. His face was turning purple, and blood was leaking from his mouth. I was terrified. I killed Kazu, I am the one who killed him.

The guy that was torturing me the whole time removed the ropes that were tied around my body and opened the door to the outside where I can see the light once again. I immediately crawled to the light desperately while laughing at the situation that I am in.

"Oh my, I thought you were a beautiful girl, Aya-chan. But it turns out you are another disgusting pig that showed her true colors in the end."

I didn't care what the tall slender man said to me. Fuck you, Fuck all of you! You are the insane ones here, not me! I am sane, I am not like you pieces of shit! I am alive.

I am happy that I am alive!